everybody is burning * i like the smell*

[eye_heart_fire]

i feel like a bitch
i cant believe i turned into a stupid bitch who treats guys like shit
i have no clue why i did what i did
i miss my old life i probally will never have it back, i dont even know why i insist that i call twice a day, i couldnt tell you if i tried.. maybe it is because i want things the way that they were? or maybe i just dont want people to be mad and hating on me, whatever it is, i want him to be happy, he goes through so much shit and i just added myslef to the things he hates on my own ugh i hatemyself

on the good side
i got my new glasses

i want to hang out with holly but i am way to scared to call her so i guess that will never happen...
i work way to much i hate it

well i am done complaining