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In the words of Allison:
"We shold not have to live in fear of our school."
And fuck if I'm going to.
I've let this ruin my last few weeks, but I'm sick of being frightened and subdued. I've been locked up, verbally bashed, physically exhausted, emotionally wrecked, and tried the whole time to keep up a quick smile and a loud laugh, because there is no reason to spread all of this shit we're in. Did anyone see it? No. But fuck it. Fuck all of it. I am not going to wallow, and I am not going to fester. I've been violated- we all have. But we put it out there, we did the deeds, and now we've got to own up. Oh well, that's life.
It's spring. It's beautiful and warm, and those days were you can just lay in the grass at noon and feel the sun on your skin are fianlly back again, and I'm not going to let this ruin it for me. I hate angst. I hate angsty teenagers. And I'm not going to be one of them. It's fucking gorgeous outside, and the fact that we can drive around with the windows down and the music turned all the way up is way more than enough to keep me happy.
Anyone who's feeling depressed, lonely, or left behind, I suggest you go outside. I suggest you sit down on the sun warmed street and look at how fucking blue the sky is, and realize how damn good we have it. Because we all have it damn good.
Just smile. It will make you feel better.
"We shold not have to live in fear of our school."
And fuck if I'm going to.
I've let this ruin my last few weeks, but I'm sick of being frightened and subdued. I've been locked up, verbally bashed, physically exhausted, emotionally wrecked, and tried the whole time to keep up a quick smile and a loud laugh, because there is no reason to spread all of this shit we're in. Did anyone see it? No. But fuck it. Fuck all of it. I am not going to wallow, and I am not going to fester. I've been violated- we all have. But we put it out there, we did the deeds, and now we've got to own up. Oh well, that's life.
It's spring. It's beautiful and warm, and those days were you can just lay in the grass at noon and feel the sun on your skin are fianlly back again, and I'm not going to let this ruin it for me. I hate angst. I hate angsty teenagers. And I'm not going to be one of them. It's fucking gorgeous outside, and the fact that we can drive around with the windows down and the music turned all the way up is way more than enough to keep me happy.
Anyone who's feeling depressed, lonely, or left behind, I suggest you go outside. I suggest you sit down on the sun warmed street and look at how fucking blue the sky is, and realize how damn good we have it. Because we all have it damn good.
Just smile. It will make you feel better.