It's been awhile.
It's been awhile since I've updated, nothing really new though all the same. Lets see, next Tuesday I have to take Jen to the doctors, she has two appointments, one at 2 and then another at 4. We get to find out what we're having I so hope it's a boy <3
Last night I was bored so I was reading all of the letters of collected over the years from people on here. Like Christy, Lynz, Candi, and Amanda, except I couldn't find the letter Amanda wrote me, I'm thinking Jen took it or something 'cause I can't find it :(
BUT I read one of the letters from Christy and gaw it brought back so many memories, the way we felt about each other, god I miss her so much. Then I found an old poem she wrote me and god, it brought back even more feelings, she really did love me, and I for her so I'm going to share her poem with ya.
I could never make it alone.
Could never live without you.
I could never make it alone.
After all we've been through.
See, you make me smile.
You make everything so right.
Only knowing you a short while.
Seems our love grew overnight.
I miss you on days when we don't talk,
It's like a bride without a gown.
Like a man standing on a the sidewalk,
When all the taxi's are out of town.
I want to be with you so bad.
This is a feeling I've never had.
This all feels like a dream come true.
Don't know how I ever lived without you.
You love me for me and you see whats inside.
You see past the exterior
When others have never even tried.
To you I dedicate my heart.
To you I dedicate this poem.
Distance may be keeping us apart.
But forever in my heart you'll always be.
I miss her so much, she's the only person that ever fully understood me, the only one who got me, but now she's gone and I can't even talk to her anymore.. I still have her address, and phone number. But I don't know if she still lives at the address and has to the same number, BUT I did write her a poem, it was the first poem I ever wrote, I wrote it after we broke up.. I've never showed it to her until like along long time after we've finally broke up for good. But I'll share it with you guys.
"In Love"
You tell me I'll find someone new.
But how can that be true.
When all I ever do.
Is think of you?
There's not a day that goes by.
That I'm not thinking of you all the time.
I try not to think of you but your always on my mind.
I keep telling myself that I'm not in love with you.
But how can I say that when I know it's not true.
Since the first day we've met and all we've been through.
My heart still belongs to you.
When I'm with you, you make me smile and feel alive.
God I could spend the rest of my life, with you.
Just the smell of your hair.
Makes me wanna do flips in the air.
When I look into your eyes.
I get lost and feel like I could fligh high up in the sky.
When I look at your face.
I thank the lord and say my grace.
When I hear your voice it melts my heart away.
And when your arms are around me, I feel safe and forget about the pain.
The love for you is so strong.
Sometimes I feel like I can't go wrong.
All I know how to do.
Is being in love with you.
Last night I was bored so I was reading all of the letters of collected over the years from people on here. Like Christy, Lynz, Candi, and Amanda, except I couldn't find the letter Amanda wrote me, I'm thinking Jen took it or something 'cause I can't find it :(
BUT I read one of the letters from Christy and gaw it brought back so many memories, the way we felt about each other, god I miss her so much. Then I found an old poem she wrote me and god, it brought back even more feelings, she really did love me, and I for her so I'm going to share her poem with ya.
I could never make it alone.
Could never live without you.
I could never make it alone.
After all we've been through.
See, you make me smile.
You make everything so right.
Only knowing you a short while.
Seems our love grew overnight.
I miss you on days when we don't talk,
It's like a bride without a gown.
Like a man standing on a the sidewalk,
When all the taxi's are out of town.
I want to be with you so bad.
This is a feeling I've never had.
This all feels like a dream come true.
Don't know how I ever lived without you.
You love me for me and you see whats inside.
You see past the exterior
When others have never even tried.
To you I dedicate my heart.
To you I dedicate this poem.
Distance may be keeping us apart.
But forever in my heart you'll always be.
I miss her so much, she's the only person that ever fully understood me, the only one who got me, but now she's gone and I can't even talk to her anymore.. I still have her address, and phone number. But I don't know if she still lives at the address and has to the same number, BUT I did write her a poem, it was the first poem I ever wrote, I wrote it after we broke up.. I've never showed it to her until like along long time after we've finally broke up for good. But I'll share it with you guys.
"In Love"
You tell me I'll find someone new.
But how can that be true.
When all I ever do.
Is think of you?
There's not a day that goes by.
That I'm not thinking of you all the time.
I try not to think of you but your always on my mind.
I keep telling myself that I'm not in love with you.
But how can I say that when I know it's not true.
Since the first day we've met and all we've been through.
My heart still belongs to you.
When I'm with you, you make me smile and feel alive.
God I could spend the rest of my life, with you.
Just the smell of your hair.
Makes me wanna do flips in the air.
When I look into your eyes.
I get lost and feel like I could fligh high up in the sky.
When I look at your face.
I thank the lord and say my grace.
When I hear your voice it melts my heart away.
And when your arms are around me, I feel safe and forget about the pain.
The love for you is so strong.
Sometimes I feel like I can't go wrong.
All I know how to do.
Is being in love with you.