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Rayna's going to florida tomorrow and I wanna go with her..she's gonna stuff me inside her luggage with 5 other people ello, that's crowded..how are we ever gonna fit?! =0 I'll miss her like heck =( it's sad that she's not gonna be here but I get to call her!
I feel like walking down the hall to see Melissa and say hi to her, Daryl and Joe. but were both in our pjs lol so yeah I can't and my mom and dad might get mad =(
"Cause were already beautiful..."
I was reliving my childhood today by singing kid songs, 'The Wiggles' 'Barney' Head and shoulders knees and toes, the cha cha slide, the electric slide, the hokey pokey, macarana, the bootydrop(some of those really aren't childhood songs oh well) im to hardcore to listen to mtv hit songs on the radio/television!
Tomorrow Donna, Kara, and maybe Michaela and I are going to the mall, I'm going to Donna's to see her kittens =) I've been waiting so long to see them..I'm getting new clothes too, and Donna,Mic and I are getting matching things I can't say what they are though =) I don't want to spoil it ;) soo shhh be quiet I don't think I was supposed to say that we were getting matching stuff. OOPS
Tuesday I'm gonna hang out with Melissa here and at her aunt's condeminium =) we're gonna take pictures of our new haircuts probably =)
Brendan and I aren't talking and he hasn't been on all day maybe he blocked me..that latest journal entry was to him, I acted like a bitch online yesterday and I apologized on a text and his lj hillbillyhuntor . I was in such a bad mood yesterday. I hate not talking to him cause I basically tell him about everything if I can get it out of my system. I love him to death(as a friend, not in that way) and so like I wish we were still talking to each other. If I could have one wish thatd be it.
Well I gotta go cause I'm gonna go to bed and I'm tired..
Can't wait until tomorrow =)
exOh:kayla
sweet dreams baybeh!
It's been three days
You come around here like you know me
Your stuff at my place
Next thing you know, you'll be using my toothpaste
Step up, sit down
Get ready, let me tell you who's the boss now
Stay here, get out
Everytime i turn around you're in my face
Don't care where you think you've been, and how you're getting over
If you think you've got me down
Just wait it gets much colder
Here I am,
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
Shut up, come back
No I didn't really mean to say that
I'm mixed up, so what
Yea you want me so you're messed up too
I love you, I hate you
If you only knew what i've been through
My head is spinnin'
But my heart is in the right place
Sometimes it has to have it's self a little earthquake
Here I am,
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
I've been waiting all my life
To finally find you
Just so i can push you away
And when youre crawlin over broken glass to get to me
That's when i'll let you stay
Oh, here I am
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
Love me for me
Whoa, here I am
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
Brendan, please talk to me, I'm sorry I didn't want to talk to you and have my friends do that but I told them to not say anything, but they did anyway. I love you and like, not in that way, I know I know I'll move on but still, you've given me advice and stuff, and I appreciate it so much you probably don't know how much. Okay, so yeah, I'll get back to my life and leave you with yours. =)