Jul 18, 2005 10:12
I'm a fucking pervert.
Anyway.. Things have been good, been feeling a little rough. Matt and I shared some emails.. That was a little uncomfortable.. okay it was really fucking uncomfortable.. Idk.. I just feel bad/sorry soemtimes.. He asked about Brandon :| Yah.. I wish he hadn't I wanted to talk to him about it on the phone. It probably would have been the last time we talked in a really long time.. Idk it's alreayd happened now so there's no reason to worry about it now, right......?
Ya so work has been good. I'm busting my ass working overtime saving upf or my own place. My goal is October.. I'm really sticking to it this time, too. Heh, it's about time I stuck to something.
Oh yea.. Kate and I are starting our det excercise life tomorrow. Hah. I'm actually REALLY motivated. We're both really excited about it. We need a change and we find ourselves really unhappy with urselves physically so it's going ot be even better with eachother support. We planned out our menu and shit yesterday and we're going shopping today for shit. This is going to rock..
Wow this is a long one huh? I guess I got carried away :x I have to go back to work anyway.. Not that i expect anyone to read this whole thing but I guess i needed to get it out..
Oh and by the way.. I'm really happy. ♥