midnight thoughts of nothing...
Take another breath and see what life holds. that is all i do, every day, every minute. now dont get me wrong, this isnt one of those "I hate my life, pity me" things, just letting out a bit of steam. Today, i finally accepted the fact that i need to move on and let go of dawn. i love her, and in that fact, i let her go. she doesnt need me breathing down her neck over all her decisions, it's her life, she should figure it out on her own. Other things in my life that i dont really feel like mentioning at the moment, but they are seriously confusing me. I mean, god, i cant say anything because i'm afraid of bad luck or something, as if i dont have enough of that as it is... hell, i dont know. all i know is that, i'm afraid to open up, because i'm confused. and being confused, i may stay that way and always be afraid to take a risk. I went to west virginia, and found out i was lied to. now i'm home, and hopefully not for long, homeless. kind of an oxy moron i guess... but i pick up, take a deep breath and move on, its' all i can do. so, when it's my turn to step up and take another risk...i dont know what i'm going to do. but in the mean time, i prefer not to think of that, because i dont think it will happen and in the very slim case that it might, i will probably take the risk, because in my eyes, it's worth it...
~TwiggY~
~TwiggY~