My Unrequited Love (kpop fanfiction)
Characters
Lee KiKwang , Lee Minyu(Oc)
Description
Does he ever wonder why I laugh my heart out at his corny jokes? Or why my white cheeks tarnish at his every compliment? Does he even consider that his warm smile bights up my day and sends my heart beating at an erratic rate?
Foreword
So much for my itty bitty crush and my unrequited love. He can’t see beyond the façade of friendship or maybe I’m just way in over my head. But why does he have to have such a profound effect on me? Sending jolts through my petite body and filling my head with romantic impossibilities. Only and only that I can be pregnant with hope that he will accept my feelings.
Chapter 1
“Hi!” he chirped as he took his seat beside me. The infectious smell of pine lingered off his uniform and entered my nostrils, filling me with great pleasure that out of the entire class he chose to sit beside me. Me, for one who was considered a beauty contest reject because of the thick frames that aided my vision and the chains that trained so intricately across my teeth. I was never conscious about my appearance until…well ever since he unknowingly stole my one and only heart.
I raised my heavy shoulders and hung my head, allowing the untamed fringe to fall out of place before my eyes. I had never been so emotional; frequented by mood swings and being aware that I was way out of his league and that I would have to suffer and live to see the guy of my dreams cradle another girl in his arms.
“Are you okay?” he asked. My ears devouring his masculine tone of voice, enriching every pitch and sound, so subtle it could put a crying baby to sleep.
“Of course I am. Why wouldn’t I be?” My head still hung low, hovering over the chemistry notebook. The topic was separating mixtures. If and only if a beneficial chemical process could filtrate the strong affections I harbored for him and make my heart whole and healthy again, then maybe I would have understood the notes that ran across the page. And no I wasn’t feeling ok, absolutely not. When my love pump, pumped for someone who only saw me as a friend and nothing more, nothing less it ate savagely at my core. How could I ever feel ok? Ok just didn’t cut it.
He shifted in his chair and I felt a bit of anxiety emanate from him. Even his slightest movement electrified me to some extent. He stretched over his toned hand and touched my chin .His gentle touch immediately fuelled me with profound lovesickness, so vulnerable, as he elevated my head to face him.
“What’s wrong?” his deep brown eyes penetrated mine.
“It’s…well I have to tell you something.” I was sick of myself by not confessing my true feelings, my feelings for him. No more delusions, no more delays , just set myself free and accept his reaction whatever it would be.
“What is it?”
“Well…
“Oppa!” a girl screeched across the room, which caused Kikwang’s and my head to snap in her direction. She wore the biggest smile I ever saw and our school uniform. Sure, I was acquainted with majority of the school’s population and it was the very first time I ever saw her around. Her curves protruded in her uniform, she had short straight hair which stopped above her narrow shoulders that accentuated her small lovely face. Her long leg flowed from the hem of her blue skirt that was partially covered by her white shirt. In three words: she was beautiful! She dropped her books and ran towards us, and engaged him in a heartfelt hug. Suddenly, I felt a pint of hatred stirring in my mind ;jealously.
“Victoria!” he exclaimed, reciprocating the hug. I wished the earth would swallow me whole and pull me into the confines of hell, for jealously was a deadly sin. I couldn’t take it, couldn’t endure it any longer. I hurt too much. I gathered my stationeries with great agitation and stood up, restraining the tears that were about to flood my pitiful face.
“Oh!You wanted to tell me something?” he asked as if he had just remembered the conversation we were having before she came and ruined the moment, my moment.
“No, it’s nothing.” I said and turned on my heel to exit the classroom. As I left I took one long hard look at him, laughing and embracing her with hugs and showering her with warm smiles. What a lucky girl! I finally realized. I finally realized my answer and his actions proved it all. I was so sorry it had to be that way.
Chapter 2
“You have everything packed?” my mom asked when she strolled into my bedroom. My mom never came into my room unless something was really important. But that night she came because I’d crumble and I needed her moral support. After making a decision that would affect my life and everyone apart of it, I was having doubts. Did I really make the right decision or was I being irrational? At the time when I accepted my mom’s proposal, I felt as if it was the best choice I’d ever made in my seventeen years. I was sure of it! But, as I stood in my bedroom, looking down at all the packed luggages’ stomachs filled with all my belongings, I thought about what would happen afterwards.
“Yes, mom.” She smiled. It wasn’t a very happy smile, as it was a mere thin smile above her chin. She knew it was hard for me but I needed a new start, a fresh start.
“I’m proud of you, honey.” She said and retraced her steps back to the living room, where dad was removing all the curtains and furniture.
I plopped on the bed and a heavy sigh escaped from my lips. Lee KiKwang, I would miss him a lot. It was a bit selfish to abandon a ‘solid’ friendship of three years. I hoped he would understand when I tell him the next day.
Kikwang’s POV
I’m so glad Victoria’s back! After she went to live in China, I’m so thrilled that she returned to Korea, because prior to MiNyu, she was the only friend I had and the best cousin too. Sadly, I messed up yesterday by getting sidetracked due to Victoria’s unanticipated arrival. I forgot to tell MiNyu something really important. Does she even feel the same way? Well, she smiles a lot whenever we’re together but she smiles along with everyone else. And she also wanted to tell me something. I wonder what it was. Phew! Kikwang get a hold of yourself dude, just muster up the courage to tell her how you truly feel. Yes! I will definitely tell her tomorrow.
Kikwang smiled to himself as he settled under the sanctuary of his sheets, the left side of his face illuminated by the low light that spilled from the bedside lamp.
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Lee KiKwang , Lee Minyu(Oc)
Description
Does he ever wonder why I laugh my heart out at his corny jokes? Or why my white cheeks tarnish at his every compliment? Does he even consider that his warm smile bights up my day and sends my heart beating at an erratic rate?
Foreword
So much for my itty bitty crush and my unrequited love. He can’t see beyond the façade of friendship or maybe I’m just way in over my head. But why does he have to have such a profound effect on me? Sending jolts through my petite body and filling my head with romantic impossibilities. Only and only that I can be pregnant with hope that he will accept my feelings.
Chapter 1
“Hi!” he chirped as he took his seat beside me. The infectious smell of pine lingered off his uniform and entered my nostrils, filling me with great pleasure that out of the entire class he chose to sit beside me. Me, for one who was considered a beauty contest reject because of the thick frames that aided my vision and the chains that trained so intricately across my teeth. I was never conscious about my appearance until…well ever since he unknowingly stole my one and only heart.
I raised my heavy shoulders and hung my head, allowing the untamed fringe to fall out of place before my eyes. I had never been so emotional; frequented by mood swings and being aware that I was way out of his league and that I would have to suffer and live to see the guy of my dreams cradle another girl in his arms.
“Are you okay?” he asked. My ears devouring his masculine tone of voice, enriching every pitch and sound, so subtle it could put a crying baby to sleep.
“Of course I am. Why wouldn’t I be?” My head still hung low, hovering over the chemistry notebook. The topic was separating mixtures. If and only if a beneficial chemical process could filtrate the strong affections I harbored for him and make my heart whole and healthy again, then maybe I would have understood the notes that ran across the page. And no I wasn’t feeling ok, absolutely not. When my love pump, pumped for someone who only saw me as a friend and nothing more, nothing less it ate savagely at my core. How could I ever feel ok? Ok just didn’t cut it.
He shifted in his chair and I felt a bit of anxiety emanate from him. Even his slightest movement electrified me to some extent. He stretched over his toned hand and touched my chin .His gentle touch immediately fuelled me with profound lovesickness, so vulnerable, as he elevated my head to face him.
“What’s wrong?” his deep brown eyes penetrated mine.
“It’s…well I have to tell you something.” I was sick of myself by not confessing my true feelings, my feelings for him. No more delusions, no more delays , just set myself free and accept his reaction whatever it would be.
“What is it?”
“Well…
“Oppa!” a girl screeched across the room, which caused Kikwang’s and my head to snap in her direction. She wore the biggest smile I ever saw and our school uniform. Sure, I was acquainted with majority of the school’s population and it was the very first time I ever saw her around. Her curves protruded in her uniform, she had short straight hair which stopped above her narrow shoulders that accentuated her small lovely face. Her long leg flowed from the hem of her blue skirt that was partially covered by her white shirt. In three words: she was beautiful! She dropped her books and ran towards us, and engaged him in a heartfelt hug. Suddenly, I felt a pint of hatred stirring in my mind ;jealously.
“Victoria!” he exclaimed, reciprocating the hug. I wished the earth would swallow me whole and pull me into the confines of hell, for jealously was a deadly sin. I couldn’t take it, couldn’t endure it any longer. I hurt too much. I gathered my stationeries with great agitation and stood up, restraining the tears that were about to flood my pitiful face.
“Oh!You wanted to tell me something?” he asked as if he had just remembered the conversation we were having before she came and ruined the moment, my moment.
“No, it’s nothing.” I said and turned on my heel to exit the classroom. As I left I took one long hard look at him, laughing and embracing her with hugs and showering her with warm smiles. What a lucky girl! I finally realized. I finally realized my answer and his actions proved it all. I was so sorry it had to be that way.
Chapter 2
“You have everything packed?” my mom asked when she strolled into my bedroom. My mom never came into my room unless something was really important. But that night she came because I’d crumble and I needed her moral support. After making a decision that would affect my life and everyone apart of it, I was having doubts. Did I really make the right decision or was I being irrational? At the time when I accepted my mom’s proposal, I felt as if it was the best choice I’d ever made in my seventeen years. I was sure of it! But, as I stood in my bedroom, looking down at all the packed luggages’ stomachs filled with all my belongings, I thought about what would happen afterwards.
“Yes, mom.” She smiled. It wasn’t a very happy smile, as it was a mere thin smile above her chin. She knew it was hard for me but I needed a new start, a fresh start.
“I’m proud of you, honey.” She said and retraced her steps back to the living room, where dad was removing all the curtains and furniture.
I plopped on the bed and a heavy sigh escaped from my lips. Lee KiKwang, I would miss him a lot. It was a bit selfish to abandon a ‘solid’ friendship of three years. I hoped he would understand when I tell him the next day.
Kikwang’s POV
I’m so glad Victoria’s back! After she went to live in China, I’m so thrilled that she returned to Korea, because prior to MiNyu, she was the only friend I had and the best cousin too. Sadly, I messed up yesterday by getting sidetracked due to Victoria’s unanticipated arrival. I forgot to tell MiNyu something really important. Does she even feel the same way? Well, she smiles a lot whenever we’re together but she smiles along with everyone else. And she also wanted to tell me something. I wonder what it was. Phew! Kikwang get a hold of yourself dude, just muster up the courage to tell her how you truly feel. Yes! I will definitely tell her tomorrow.
Kikwang smiled to himself as he settled under the sanctuary of his sheets, the left side of his face illuminated by the low light that spilled from the bedside lamp.
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