bear with me....
ok so im going to attempt to express my current feelings. just be warned it might not make sense as i feel im on an emotional rollercoaster.......
i am so excited i won tickets to coachella. sooooo excited. so i call a few people and i start to ask my friends if they want to come with...i mean...its coachella. and free tickets. how can you beat that? apparently very easily. i totally understand some of the no's but some i just dont get...i am feeling all alone and very desperate. i cant stop crying and ive been awake since 4am. that just makes it all worse. i dont know what to do. i can either A. not go. B. ask people i dont know. C. cry and go alone. D. not go. E. cry and not go. F. stress myself out till i go nuts...and then not go....i sooo dont know what to do. i cant stop crying but i think i already stated that. i just feel horrible.i dont know what to say. i dont know what to do. every thought comes back to this.....i should just not go. but i know if i dont i will kick my own ass. i really want to go. reallllllllllllly. so im gonna sit here and cry till i pass out from exhaustion. then wake up and drive 8hours to indio..at 2am. great. that should be fun alone...
*dont take this personally*
i am so excited i won tickets to coachella. sooooo excited. so i call a few people and i start to ask my friends if they want to come with...i mean...its coachella. and free tickets. how can you beat that? apparently very easily. i totally understand some of the no's but some i just dont get...i am feeling all alone and very desperate. i cant stop crying and ive been awake since 4am. that just makes it all worse. i dont know what to do. i can either A. not go. B. ask people i dont know. C. cry and go alone. D. not go. E. cry and not go. F. stress myself out till i go nuts...and then not go....i sooo dont know what to do. i cant stop crying but i think i already stated that. i just feel horrible.i dont know what to say. i dont know what to do. every thought comes back to this.....i should just not go. but i know if i dont i will kick my own ass. i really want to go. reallllllllllllly. so im gonna sit here and cry till i pass out from exhaustion. then wake up and drive 8hours to indio..at 2am. great. that should be fun alone...
*dont take this personally*