Dec 04, 2002 16:54
ahhh yess conversation time. it is GREAT!IF YOU DONT FEEL LIKE READING IT THAQN DONT SEE IF I CARE. this whole thing did no good. soo yeah reading time. HAVE FUN!
schmal205 (2:58:26 PM): i expected it!!
The Fallen 954 (2:58:50 PM): what?
schmal205 (2:59:11 PM): what do you think?
The Fallen 954 (2:59:31 PM): i really don't know
schmal205 (2:59:37 PM): you and trish
schmal205 (2:59:49 PM): i did have competition didnt i
The Fallen 954 (2:59:51 PM): what did you expect?
schmal205 (3:00:01 PM): that you were gonna be with her
The Fallen 954 (3:00:14 PM): oh.
schmal205 (3:00:25 PM): yeah i knew it
schmal205 (3:00:31 PM): i just thought i would tell you
The Fallen 954 (3:01:31 PM): ok.
schmal205 (3:01:39 PM): yeah
schmal205 (3:02:50 PM): i dont know why i told you that
The Fallen 954 (3:03:12 PM): it's ok
schmal205 (3:03:14 PM): why were you soo happy today
schmal205 (3:03:20 PM): no it really isnt but okay
The Fallen 954 (3:03:28 PM): but it was competition.
schmal205 (3:03:32 PM): you dont understand
schmal205 (3:03:36 PM): but it shouldnt have
The Fallen 954 (3:03:40 PM): ^wasn't
schmal205 (3:03:58 PM): and do you realize it is getting thrown in my face now
schmal205 (3:04:01 PM): what wasnt?
The Fallen 954 (3:04:55 PM): but it wasn't competition.
schmal205 (3:05:01 PM): was*
The Fallen 954 (3:05:17 PM): what
schmal205 (3:05:17 PM): and it shouldnt have been one
The Fallen 954 (3:05:29 PM): i meant wasn't
schmal205 (3:05:42 PM): it was a competition between me and her.
schmal205 (3:05:48 PM): wtf are you talking about
The Fallen 954 (3:06:49 PM): it wasn't to me.
schmal205 (3:07:08 PM): well it was to me and i know to her... cuz it is getting thrown in my face
schmal205 (3:07:11 PM): how wasnt it
The Fallen 954 (3:08:02 PM): it's not like i was thinking of her when i was with you.
schmal205 (3:09:20 PM): yeah but how do i know that. i have to go by what you say to me it that how im supposed to get over this whole thing.
schmal205 (3:09:23 PM): i dont think soo
The Fallen 954 (3:10:19 PM): sorry.
schmal205 (3:10:26 PM): i know you are but still
The Fallen 954 (3:10:35 PM): still what?
schmal205 (3:10:47 PM): saying sorry doesnt ease the pain
schmal205 (3:10:54 PM): sorry to tell you that
schmal205 (3:11:06 PM): now she decides to talk to me cuz she won
schmal205 (3:11:08 PM): YOU
schmal205 (3:11:10 PM): and i didnt
schmal205 (3:11:22 PM): who does that?
schmal205 (3:11:24 PM): she does
schmal205 (3:11:26 PM): grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
The Fallen 954 (3:12:09 PM): yeah.
schmal205 (3:12:14 PM): yeah what?>
schmal205 (3:13:11 PM): kevin what happened
schmal205 (3:13:11 PM): ?
The Fallen 954 (3:13:23 PM): what happened to what?
schmal205 (3:13:24 PM): what did you like about her that i didnt have?
The Fallen 954 (3:14:23 PM): jesus....
schmal205 (3:15:39 PM): what does he have to do with anything?
schmal205 (3:16:24 PM): i just dont understand but yeah well
schmal205 (3:16:28 PM): i cant do anything
The Fallen 954 (3:16:47 PM): that's not somthing you are actually supposed to ask.
schmal205 (3:16:56 PM): what
schmal205 (3:17:02 PM): what did she have that id dint
schmal205 (3:17:04 PM): why not
schmal205 (3:17:08 PM): wtf is wrong with that
The Fallen 954 (3:17:17 PM): because i'm supposed to say nothing.
schmal205 (3:17:17 PM): i wanna know what drew you to her and not me
schmal205 (3:17:28 PM): but you are liying
The Fallen 954 (3:17:36 PM): but then your gonna be like well why are with her and not me
schmal205 (3:17:50 PM): i just wanna know
schmal205 (3:17:56 PM): honestly
schmal205 (3:17:59 PM): what was it
The Fallen 954 (3:18:20 PM): but to tell you the truth i just couldn't be comfortable with you.
schmal205 (3:18:39 PM): so you are comfortable with her cuz of her fucking age
schmal205 (3:20:05 PM): ????
The Fallen 954 (3:20:13 PM): i guess,.
schmal205 (3:20:20 PM): that is bullshit kevo
schmal205 (3:20:30 PM): sorry to tell you that
The Fallen 954 (3:21:06 PM): tell ya the truth i'm not comfortable with anyone anymore.
schmal205 (3:21:12 PM): but why
schmal205 (3:21:17 PM): what went wrong?
schmal205 (3:21:31 PM): then why the fuck are you with her if you are not comfortable with anyone
schmal205 (3:21:36 PM): that makes no sense
The Fallen 954 (3:22:10 PM): i think i'm gay.
schmal205 (3:22:20 PM): haha no i dont think soo
schmal205 (3:22:29 PM): ur just confused
schmal205 (3:22:34 PM): that is what i think
schmal205 (3:22:39 PM): but what the fuck do i know
schmal205 (3:22:46 PM): obviously not alot
schmal205 (3:23:07 PM): cuz i like a gut that doesnt like me another mistake in my life
The Fallen 954 (3:23:19 PM): well being gay would be alot easier
schmal205 (3:24:43 PM): not really
schmal205 (3:24:49 PM): it is the same just with guyz
schmal205 (3:24:52 PM): soo yeah
schmal205 (3:24:55 PM): grrrrr
schmal205 (3:24:58 PM): i swear
schmal205 (3:25:18 PM): i mighjt have anothe rletter for you by the end of fucking tonight
schmal205 (3:25:23 PM): just informing you
The Fallen 954 (3:26:15 PM): ok.
schmal205 (3:28:39 PM): yeah cuz right now i have a whole hell of alot to say
schmal205 (3:28:46 PM): and i cant tell you know
schmal205 (3:28:48 PM): now*
The Fallen 954 (3:30:04 PM): yeah i figured.
schmal205 (3:30:25 PM): yeah
schmal205 (3:30:33 PM): sooo do you have to work tonight
schmal205 (3:30:34 PM): >??>\
The Fallen 954 (3:32:47 PM): yeah
schmal205 (3:33:39 PM): well you can come get the letter before you go to work cuz im writin to now or whenever. but sometime today
The Fallen 954 (3:34:43 PM): i'm gonna have to get it at school tomorrow
schmal205 (3:34:50 PM): why
The Fallen 954 (3:35:31 PM): work and my paper and no time.
schmal205 (3:35:59 PM): you cant just stopp by right before you go to work
schmal205 (3:36:09 PM): im not going to give it to you in school
schmal205 (3:36:15 PM): i just wont do that
The Fallen 954 (3:36:57 PM): why
schmal205 (3:37:07 PM): cuz i wont
schmal205 (3:37:38 PM): why should i give it to you at school when i wanna know what you think about it
The Fallen 954 (3:38:15 PM): cause i will see you more than once at school.
schmal205 (3:38:45 PM): i dont have time to talk to you
schmal205 (3:39:00 PM): i have like 2 min to get to my class
The Fallen 954 (3:39:43 PM): yeah i know before your lunch
schmal205 (3:40:25 PM): you have to go to class there deary
schmal205 (3:40:33 PM): IM NOT GOING TO GIVE IT TO YOU IN SCHOOL
The Fallen 954 (3:40:51 PM): i know.
The Fallen 954 (3:41:02 PM): ok.
schmal205 (3:41:26 PM): yeah
schmal205 (3:41:31 PM): soo
schmal205 (3:44:51 PM): are you going to come get it before work or not
The Fallen 954 (3:45:05 PM): no.
schmal205 (3:45:12 PM): fine
The Fallen 954 (3:45:33 PM): you could e-mail me it.
schmal205 (3:45:49 PM): no im not emailing shit
schmal205 (3:46:07 PM): this is the only way i talk to you and im not doing that now
schmal205 (3:48:23 PM): why am i wasting my time
The Fallen 954 (3:48:28 PM): ok.
schmal205 (3:48:43 PM): okay what?
The Fallen 954 (3:50:45 PM): i'm aknowledging that you aren't e-mailing it
schmal205 (3:50:53 PM): yeah
schmal205 (3:50:54 PM): im not
schmal205 (3:51:06 PM): but why am i wasting my time if it not going to help
schmal205 (3:51:10 PM): answer me that one
The Fallen 954 (3:51:49 PM): because you're angry.
schmal205 (3:52:51 PM): yeah but it is not going to do any good soo why do it
schmal205 (3:53:37 PM): why put myself through all of it
schmal205 (3:53:48 PM): it is just going to make it worse
The Fallen 954 (3:54:22 PM): no it won't.
schmal205 (3:54:51 PM): yeah actually it is
schmal205 (3:55:10 PM): cuz then im still hanging on to you when i know it is not going to do any good
The Fallen 954 (3:55:19 PM): how.
schmal205 (3:55:23 PM): how would it
schmal205 (3:55:40 PM): you are with trish and im hoping that you were with me but you arent soo why do it
The Fallen 954 (3:56:04 PM): yeah
schmal205 (3:56:37 PM): yeah what?
The Fallen 954 (3:57:30 PM): aknowledgment again.
schmal205 (3:58:02 PM): haha okay
schmal205 (3:58:06 PM): soo just forget it
schmal205 (3:58:15 PM): forget the letter just forget everything
schmal205 (3:58:20 PM): i dont care anymore
The Fallen 954 (3:58:59 PM): um....ok
schmal205 (3:59:23 PM): what umm okay what?
schmal205 (3:59:26 PM): omfg
schmal205 (4:00:45 PM): i dont get you kevo
schmal205 (4:00:48 PM): i really dont
schmal205 (4:00:54 PM): and maybe im not supposed to
schmal205 (4:01:01 PM): i just dont know anymore
The Fallen 954 (4:02:18 PM): i know you don't, half the time i don't either
schmal205 (4:02:41 PM): well then why do i care for you like i do if i dont get you?
The Fallen 954 (4:04:15 PM): idunno
schmal205 (4:04:22 PM): yeah well me either
schmal205 (4:05:43 PM): do you think im over exxagerating>?
schmal205 (4:08:00 PM): ???
The Fallen 954 (4:09:02 PM): i dunoo.
schmal205 (4:09:08 PM): yes or no
The Fallen 954 (4:09:26 PM): BRB
schmal205 (4:09:31 PM): ok
The Fallen 954 (4:09:37 PM): DINNER
schmal205 (4:09:42 PM): ok
Auto response from The Fallen 954 (4:09:47 PM): It's wierd looking back and seeing the effect you have on people. The most insignifigant things can be so important to other people. Sometimes, You hurt people and you don't mean to. And when you get hurt sometimes they did mean it. I don't know which I did to you But I'm sorry.
The Fallen 954 (4:15:59 PM): i don't know
schmal205 (4:16:12 PM): you dont know what
The Fallen 954 (4:16:32 PM): where you are or not
schmal205 (4:16:42 PM): what?
The Fallen 954 (4:18:14 PM): never mind
schmal205 (4:18:26 PM): im lost
schmal205 (4:18:30 PM): what was that about
The Fallen 954 (4:18:52 PM): nuthin.
schmal205 (4:18:57 PM): no tell me
schmal205 (4:20:51 PM): ??????????????
The Fallen 954 (4:22:16 PM): i don't remember anymore
schmal205 (4:22:24 PM): w.e.
schmal205 (4:25:34 PM): grrr kevo
schmal205 (4:28:50 PM): okay soo dont talk
The Fallen 954 (4:30:13 PM): ok.
Auto response from schmal205 (4:30:13 PM): you ruined my day you ruined my week you ruined my month you ruined my year and you ruined my life. yea you know who you are..
schmal205 (4:30:30 PM): stop saying okay all the time please
The Fallen 954 (4:31:07 PM): sure.
schmal205 (4:31:45 PM): stop saying short answers
schmal205 (4:31:48 PM): too
schmal205 (4:31:51 PM): talk to me
schmal205 (4:31:59 PM): not just i dunno okay sure
schmal205 (4:32:01 PM): grrrrr
The Fallen 954 (4:32:27 PM): i don't knwo what else to say.
schmal205 (4:32:56 PM): anything kevin im not going to like kill you for talking to me i want you to talk to me
The Fallen 954 (4:34:10 PM): but i don't have anything else to say.
schmal205 (4:34:22 PM): whatever fine