Jun 04, 2009 18:41
i got out of work at three today and it feels like i got away with something.
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went driving the other afternoon
and went under a bridge
and on the first pillar someone had spray painted
"i love you"
the next pillar was spray painted with
"i still love you"
and the next with
"dont you know that i will always love you"
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i wonder about the context of those pillar messages and whatever came of them. i hope, for whomevers sake, that it worked.
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on the steps a couple weekends ago jeremy told me there's nothing better in the world than the nebulous region. you owe no one anything. jeremy was right. jeremy is always right.
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i will allow myself a cigarette on the deck soon.
getting out of work at three gives you ample time to drink and still be ready for bed at a reasonable hour.
when i am finished with it, i will throw my cigarette to the left and far away from the ducks at the pond.
i will harm no one
i will harm no one
i will harm no one
i will harm no one
i will harm no one
i will harm no one