Depression
well,,, ever since my grandpa died last year,, thing have gone down hill, with my friend dying (which still kinda feels like my fault) and my other grandpa dying, and now, major family issues,,, it just seems like theres no future,, which is kinda weird,, i dont really care to much about the future right now.. and i kinda just want to get away from all this... Its funny how i would of never thought this would happen to me,, but it did,,, and it sucks,,,.... it feels like there is no one there for me,,.. feels like im alone.. it feels like im worthless... i couldnt help but cry this morning,,, it sucked,, but i think i should stop complaining in LJ, so on a happier note,, i appied for a job at Moma's Pizza and Hero,, i sure hope i get that job,, if i do get it,, it would be perfect, coz my gram craka lives right near there, and i will be able to work there , and go to her house after wards, with no problem for transportion.. well, thats it,, really...