Why do I even bother?

[extrovertedmind]

I got my hopes up for nothing. I thought, I just thought, that this time would be different. That it was real. The connection. The contrasting elements of characters. The emotions. But here I am again... heart broken. No I didn't fall, but I just thought HE was different. That HE meant everything he said. That HE felt how I felt, like HE said. It's true when they say "actions speak louder than words". He's just like everyone else. At least he apologized, and didn't lead me on. But I think that apology was just a way to have me back off. I just feel really..... STUPID.

I'm just a fuckin hopeless romantic.