Seriously

Oct 17, 2005 10:32

Ridiculous post ahead, most would think:

I don't know. I'm ready to settle down. Kick me in my face, why don't you, but this little gay man wants to settle down with a more than significant other, make money, buy Manhattan real estate, and live life.

I had this discussion with Mark, and in retrospect my anticipation results from several factors or possibilities-
A.) I started gay-ting seriously at the age of fifteen.
B.) Finding someone you turly love in a city like New York is unique.
C.) Just fuckinh tired of running around from here to there.

So maybe it's super early to think about things, but by the age of twenty seven/twenty eight, I plan to buy property in the city somehwere- not rent. So, first of all, I've got to make sure that's in the cards for me, so I better get a good job right out of college. Second of all, I want to be with someone that I love like I do now. Who knows if Mark will still be around by then, but regardless I want to love like I do now, at that point in my life. Last, but not least, yeah it's super ahead for an almost-twenty-year-old like me, but I don't want to be some schmuk that lives off dadd'ys money and club promotion money by the time I'm 24. And think about, a little more than two and half years of school left. add one year of working the field. equals a litte more than three and a half years before I plan on being settled.

I mean I've got to plan my life out, hello?!
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