Jun 28, 2009 16:51
Sorry guys, another little rant....
So since my little brother is Bipolar, he has therapist that comes every Sunday.
So today my mom made me come home early from Fuu's house, around noonish, so I can help her clean the house again,
since my baby cousins were over yesterday and they made a mess of the place. And I understand cause my mom is being abused at work basically, and her arm has really been hurting her, so I do want to help out, though it gets annoying...but on to the real story.
So I get in the door and start helping cleaning up little by little, helping with dishes and other things, and my little brother's therapist comes in and sits down with Tristan and starts talking to him, and well, like always she brings up the topic of how my little brother feels about our Brother-Sister relationship.
It's summer, so I watch him Monday-Friday while my parents are at work, so I'm with him a lot more then I usually am, so well Tristan goes on to tell her how he feels, most of it is positive, but of course he talks about how we do get into small fights, but all siblings do...they all argue and play around, wrestle a bit...its normal right. So well anyway, after talking to Tristan, she pulls my mom aside, so I'm stuck cleaning, then once they are done, my mom comes back to help me, so that way I have to leave her when the therapist asks to talk to me.
Mind the fact that I already hate her guts, and I think she has it out for me....
So then we get into talking, and one of the first things she says to me is, "I think you need to spend more time with your younger brother...I understand you are a teenager and all and want to hang out with your friends, but you need to spend time with your brother as well, he is bipolar and needs you with him a lot, its your duty...."
WHAT THE FUCK!! Ok...I'm a teenager yeah, and I like hanging out with my friends....but when do I get to hang out with them? BASICALLY ONLY ON THE WEEKENDS!! I WATCH FRICKEN TRISTAN MONDAY-FRIDAY FROM 7am to 4-5pm!!!
I SPEND FIVE DAYS OUT OF THE WEEK WITH HIM AND HIS FRIENDS!!!
AND YOU ARE TELLING ME THAT I NEED TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH HIM!! AND QUIT THE BULL CRAP OF HOW MY LITTLE BROTHER NEEDS TO BE TREATED SPECIALLY JUST CAUSE HE'S BIPOLAR!!!
He can handle himself at times ok....we're not gonna help him in any way if we treat him specially, he needs to learn!!!!! HE ISN'T GOING TO GET HIS WAY ALL THE TIME LIKE YOU WANT YOU FRICKEN RETARTED THERAPIST!!!!!
gah....she makes me so mad, but of course I didn't yell, though I did tell her all of that stuff, just in a nicer way....so then, she's a bit angry with me for not just going "O yeah, you're right..." like the rest of my family does....
So then she talks to my mom again, and after that says her goodbyes then leaves, so then I'm like "Yay, she's gone...." But then my mom goes and says "Maybe she's kind of right...."
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I hate when my mom agrees with that dumb therapist.....
But now I'm really pissed off at her....
SHE HAS NO RIGHT IN HER FUCKING MIND TO CALL ME A BAD BIG SISTER!!!!!!
I'm very angry right now.....
and I needed to let some of it out.....