A long time coming.....
Eventhough I was not there, I am still excited about what has taken place tonight.....around 800 pm, I got a call from Skye saying that Marana had gotten a Superior!!! I was so happy but saddened at the same time. Not only bc I am not a part of band this year but also bc I was not allowed to go to CDO today. My dad was being mean to me. But I am proud of them for all the hard work they put in to this. Ashton had said last weekend at ASU that they were gonna get one today and they did......YAY!!!!
I think that I am really lonely though on a side note. I like, like 2 guys and I doubt that either one likes me......I think I am just hoping bc of my current stressful situation. Like one person, I really like talking to. It's really easy talking to him and by our conversation last weekend, I felt a lot more closer to him than usual. Then the other is just a sweet heart. He treats me good and is always 'real' around me. He's not two-faced or anything and that is pretty cool.
I need to so get out more often but I cant bc I am always stuck at home with my bitch of a mom and she always says I cant go anywhere.......Its so hard trying to please her and keep my sanity. Bc its like when I do, do good, she not happy and when I dont do too good, shes pissed. There is no pleaseing her and that is what kills any relationships and/or friendships I try to have......I better go. Holla back atcha playaz!!
I think that I am really lonely though on a side note. I like, like 2 guys and I doubt that either one likes me......I think I am just hoping bc of my current stressful situation. Like one person, I really like talking to. It's really easy talking to him and by our conversation last weekend, I felt a lot more closer to him than usual. Then the other is just a sweet heart. He treats me good and is always 'real' around me. He's not two-faced or anything and that is pretty cool.
I need to so get out more often but I cant bc I am always stuck at home with my bitch of a mom and she always says I cant go anywhere.......Its so hard trying to please her and keep my sanity. Bc its like when I do, do good, she not happy and when I dont do too good, shes pissed. There is no pleaseing her and that is what kills any relationships and/or friendships I try to have......I better go. Holla back atcha playaz!!