the '07 is here.
The ’06 year has come to a halt. It is the most bittersweet time of the year for me. Saying goodbye to the old year and welcoming a new and fresh year.
First off I want to acknowledge my few New Year resolutions,
1) Leah Green, she is the most special person I know. She is my one and only. I love her, and I want nothing other than to b her boyfriend. So, I want that to happen this ’07 year. (It will. I promise you.)
2) Driver’s license. That is a hug factor in y life. Driving is the real key to a more free life and becoming an adult. Not to mention I will be able to go anywhere I want. Without asking my mom to drive me. I really like driving Chris’s car everywhere. It is nice. But I want my own car. And a nice license to go with it.
3) Simply put a letterman jacket. I want one so bad. I think it would boost my self-esteem. And it will show that I have progressed through High School with a purpose.
There are a lot of other things I want to happen, but it is four thirty in the morning and I want bed. And if I remember them I will write then under that list above. Something I need to do is practice trumpet. Like serious. I have not practiced in over a week. It is not because I was too busy. I just put other things first. This is not a smart choice. Especially if I plan to make a career out of it.
Another thing is my future. It would really help if I knew what I wanted to do for a earning. I mean music is amazing. But a freelance musician just won’t cut it. So, I need to weigh my options, my strengths my weaknesses, and things I could consider. This is crucial.
Let me talk about tonight, the last night of ’06. (Well it really is last night since it is the morning of 07.) It was the best night of my life. I got to spend so much time with Leah. From ten thirty until three thirty in the morning. It was truly amazing. But one incident I really want to remember. When Leah and I were lying in bed and all the lights were out and it was dark and the only sound was Chris playing melodic Piano in the background. All thoughts were gone, all worries, all stress was lifted. Nothing was bothering me, and it was like time stood still. The only people on the earth were me and Leah. I truly felt my love for her. I realized I really do love her and want to spend my life with her. Those few minutes or hours, I don’t know. I just felt amazing. It was the best time of my entire life, by far. Leah if you ever read this… You better be my girlfriend and expect to spend the rest of your life with me as your partner. I promise you that Leah.
That is all for now I will totally open this up tomorrow and just type my feelings out to this document. So, Happy New Year. And take care.
Time management, this is a big thing for me. I really need to watch and plan accordingly. It has been a downfall of mine for a long time.
Moving along, Make my mom like Chris again is another big factor in my life. I spend the most time with him. It would be nice not to lie my butt off everyday to my mom.
More later, Maybe.
Derek.
First off I want to acknowledge my few New Year resolutions,
1) Leah Green, she is the most special person I know. She is my one and only. I love her, and I want nothing other than to b her boyfriend. So, I want that to happen this ’07 year. (It will. I promise you.)
2) Driver’s license. That is a hug factor in y life. Driving is the real key to a more free life and becoming an adult. Not to mention I will be able to go anywhere I want. Without asking my mom to drive me. I really like driving Chris’s car everywhere. It is nice. But I want my own car. And a nice license to go with it.
3) Simply put a letterman jacket. I want one so bad. I think it would boost my self-esteem. And it will show that I have progressed through High School with a purpose.
There are a lot of other things I want to happen, but it is four thirty in the morning and I want bed. And if I remember them I will write then under that list above. Something I need to do is practice trumpet. Like serious. I have not practiced in over a week. It is not because I was too busy. I just put other things first. This is not a smart choice. Especially if I plan to make a career out of it.
Another thing is my future. It would really help if I knew what I wanted to do for a earning. I mean music is amazing. But a freelance musician just won’t cut it. So, I need to weigh my options, my strengths my weaknesses, and things I could consider. This is crucial.
Let me talk about tonight, the last night of ’06. (Well it really is last night since it is the morning of 07.) It was the best night of my life. I got to spend so much time with Leah. From ten thirty until three thirty in the morning. It was truly amazing. But one incident I really want to remember. When Leah and I were lying in bed and all the lights were out and it was dark and the only sound was Chris playing melodic Piano in the background. All thoughts were gone, all worries, all stress was lifted. Nothing was bothering me, and it was like time stood still. The only people on the earth were me and Leah. I truly felt my love for her. I realized I really do love her and want to spend my life with her. Those few minutes or hours, I don’t know. I just felt amazing. It was the best time of my entire life, by far. Leah if you ever read this… You better be my girlfriend and expect to spend the rest of your life with me as your partner. I promise you that Leah.
That is all for now I will totally open this up tomorrow and just type my feelings out to this document. So, Happy New Year. And take care.
Time management, this is a big thing for me. I really need to watch and plan accordingly. It has been a downfall of mine for a long time.
Moving along, Make my mom like Chris again is another big factor in my life. I spend the most time with him. It would be nice not to lie my butt off everyday to my mom.
More later, Maybe.
Derek.