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i should be studying for the final i have in 45 minutes.
but i really don't want to.
this weekend was awesome. seriously. dance parties galore. fucking great.
it really lifted my morale.
i talked to him on saturday, he called me. I told him i did not want to talk anymore, i couldn't. I just need to get on with my life.
I just want to have fun, fuck around & do stupid shit and not think twice about it. I don't want to feel guilty about everything. I want to meet new people and actually follow through and hang out with them. I want to flirt, and make out, and date and scream, and go to the beach, and run around, and jump in the contaminated lake.
that is what i really want. no regrets.
but i really don't want to.
this weekend was awesome. seriously. dance parties galore. fucking great.
it really lifted my morale.
i talked to him on saturday, he called me. I told him i did not want to talk anymore, i couldn't. I just need to get on with my life.
I just want to have fun, fuck around & do stupid shit and not think twice about it. I don't want to feel guilty about everything. I want to meet new people and actually follow through and hang out with them. I want to flirt, and make out, and date and scream, and go to the beach, and run around, and jump in the contaminated lake.
that is what i really want. no regrets.