channel 38 for me

[extraxsandos]

life isn't suppose to be like this.
my life is not suppose to be the plot of some lifetime movie.
or law and order
nor any other of those types of stupid things
my life is suppose to be a pain in the ass
ups and downs
like everyone else
but nothing is suppose to separate me like this
i don't do well with secrets
i don't like knowing what i know
i don't like not knowing more
who are we?
the mcgowans
and we are a really fucked up family
even more than i thought.