Nov 12, 2005 17:58
so, im pretty sure this whole fight between us has to be over. we've both said some pretty fucked up things in the past. most of which had to spring from some fucked up version of love. things that could only hurt you when it comes from someone that's been as close to you as i have. and the other way around. and i would love to say that i hate you. after everything you put me through. but, i'll always know that deep down, i don't. which is why i let it get to me like it did. i'm, just here to say....you won. there wasn't much either of us could have said that we haven't said before. or haven't used to completely tear the other person down. and you went to a place i never would have dreamed to go to. and i'd like the believe that it means you were never the person i thought you were. and you are every characteristic of the person i know you to be now. and that i can finally let it all go.