I am... sooooo tired... right now.
Okay okay okay- I'm, like, falling asleep, but I gotta write this up first because I want/need to and yes. Bare with me, my eyelids are heavy.
I got a new job! It's at Hopkinton Drug. It's really close to where I live. I want to ride a bicycle to work instead of a car because it's good excercise and it will save gas money (I just need to get a bike, first). The work is easy, the pay is nice, and the hours are accomodating. There're neat people there and the store is nice and cool (but not cold. Well, it might be cold for some people, but not for me. I work under the one of the air conditioners. It is niiiiice). I get a discount, too. Um... there's a bunch of other stuff about this, but I'm going to keep things moving.
Let's see. What was n- oh... OH... OH MY FUCKING GOD, DUDE. ANIMAL COLLECTIVE. HOLY FUCKING SHIT. Okay, *breath*, okay, *breath*, okay, *breeeeeath*. Okay: dude, oh my god, I'm seeing my favorite band at the Avalon, in Boston, with AMAZING people, and it is happening SOON. I can't remember when it is because I am so tired and flipping out right now, but oh my god. My FAVORITE BAND, dude. Live. And it's general admission, so I am going to be there fucking earrrrrly (I don't care what it takes. Animals, children, god... if any of these, or a combination thereof, even begin to resemble a deterrent, by my honor, I will destroy them until there is nothing but a white mist floating in the air). Jesus Christ, dude. Animal Collective. Fuck.
Haaaaa. What else... I'm going to start taking classes at Sylvan Learning Center, but I don't really want to go into that right now I'm just going to say that I'm taking them and that I'm only doing it because I should, it is not a thing I look forward to and it does not make me feel productive or responsible, even if it is. You can ask me about it or even offer help or opinions, but you should know that I'm only doing it because I should. I'm only even mentioning it because I should. It's just... numbers, you know? I know, it's very important. Just... I dunno. BuhLAH.
My main focus in writing has been two seperate works. One is called The Black Fire, and it is a big step for me to write about (I haven't really even said anything about it until now. It's a poem, kind of), the other is Untitled and it's emotional yet not emotional. Untitled is strange. I'd put up what I have, but it really has to be read in its entirety. Entirely. Eeeee. I'll paste it here when it's done! I'm reading The Golden Compass, AGAIN, but I intend to finish it, this time. THIS TIME, it's getting finished. Youuuuuwatch.
I miss so many people. I've been so busy! But it's better now. I want to see a lot of people and I have lots of ideas to make plans. Next Tuesday! Sunnyside trip! I'm really gonna try and make it work.
Uh... hahaha, I'm probably forgetting so much, but I'm just so tired. Really, really tired. Okay, I'm gonna squish all my thoughts really quickly and then end it:
lots of things are happening i feel good i feel like i have made a really good friend Amber i am so grateful meeting new people is nice and its interesting i like to observe kira that tempora sushi was REALLY good and i have something specific that i thought about tonight and you need to say "WATERFALL" the next time we are in person so that i can tell you by the way youre awesome im so glad tosh is back from maine i want to hang out with him i called someone today that i have not talked to in awhile and it was really nice i need to drop off a note a rachaels so i can get shadow of the colossus back and not have it be weird but to be fair she should have returned it by now but i guess its okay we will see THE BLACK FIRE is a biiiiig secret shhhhh hahahaaa shhh YAAAAAY i want to see more people it would have been cool to be at knitting night but i guess its kinda weird to have two guys oh well i guess its just that i like a lot of the people that were there but i will see them elsewhere i hope no i WILL see them and it will be awesommme therrrrrrrrres good lovin outsiiiiiiiide lets find a good plaaaaace and take off our clothiiinnnggg i have been thinking about quitting magic or selling my collection because i will get some good money and be able to finally drop it because it is an expensive hobby i guess i could still play but i would really have to sell my collection if i was serious about giving it up competitively i have a piece of paper with a lot of blood on it for ambrosia salad/ambergriss the whale stuff whatever its called oh my god its late gnight