how do you leave the past behind when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart?
i still can't really grasp that tonight was our last choir concert. music and singing have come to mean so much to me in the past four years...and when i think of all the friendships i've made in choir-- all those people that i see everyday...that i've come to expect to see everyday-- i can't imagine singing without them next year. they're a part of who i am.
moreover, though, tonight made me realize just how close...and monumental...graduation really is. i actually couldn't sing most of "finale b" [i mean, i still sang, but it sounded horrrrible haha] because all i could think was "this is our graduation song. we will be singing this in caps and gowns in less than a month." it didn't help that steph & jess were sitting right in front of me XD
i'm kinda scared to graduate. and sad, obviously. i guess the excitement part will come later...some days i do feel it.
just...thank you, everyone. for making springfield my home. for everything over these past four years. i love you way too much.
♥
moreover, though, tonight made me realize just how close...and monumental...graduation really is. i actually couldn't sing most of "finale b" [i mean, i still sang, but it sounded horrrrible haha] because all i could think was "this is our graduation song. we will be singing this in caps and gowns in less than a month." it didn't help that steph & jess were sitting right in front of me XD
i'm kinda scared to graduate. and sad, obviously. i guess the excitement part will come later...some days i do feel it.
just...thank you, everyone. for making springfield my home. for everything over these past four years. i love you way too much.
♥