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is it bad that i am feeling so damn sorry for myself that im finding it hard to be civil to anyone?
i am feeling so overwhelmed right now all i want to do is cry.
my car
school
my family
my finicial situation right now
the fact that i havnt had a cup of coffee in 5 days i am sure is not helping.
i woke up this morning and the concept of getting out of bed was so overwhelming that i just lied there and cried for 10 min.
i know, its dumb to get this worked up about things that are so foolish, but i am feeling very overwhelmed.
this is where my own personal version of depression comes in. things that i cant control that are making my life hell send me into a tailspin of missery.
i dont want to be at work.
i dont want to go out
i dont want to see anyone
i dont want to talk to anyone.
i want to go home, put on garden state and lie in bed for the next week.
i am feeling so overwhelmed right now all i want to do is cry.
my car
school
my family
my finicial situation right now
the fact that i havnt had a cup of coffee in 5 days i am sure is not helping.
i woke up this morning and the concept of getting out of bed was so overwhelming that i just lied there and cried for 10 min.
i know, its dumb to get this worked up about things that are so foolish, but i am feeling very overwhelmed.
this is where my own personal version of depression comes in. things that i cant control that are making my life hell send me into a tailspin of missery.
i dont want to be at work.
i dont want to go out
i dont want to see anyone
i dont want to talk to anyone.
i want to go home, put on garden state and lie in bed for the next week.