Glamour and ex-friends
I love the way she pushes me away.
"Oh why, don't you just go with your friends"
Very nice.
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You used to be stronger, remember?
You were the one who helped me literally survive years ago.
And now I'm not fucking proud to say "You're nothing to me"
You're the one who made me want to go to Blake, mostly because you were going to be there. So now you want to leave because you're tired of certain
types of people.
It does'nt end.
I've tried and tried to keep our relatioship; calling you and attempt talking to you during the 20 minutes of class we have together. I skipped classes to have
your lunch as well, and I noticed the way you walked away into your own world, ignoring most of the fact that I wanted to see you.
You're moving?
Okay well you should definetly push me away during your last months.
It's almost funny when I hear you say you have no one that loves you.
Because I did.
And now, I don't think I can say I do.
I've became really weary of it.
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I shall trust fucking no one.
Any ways,
this weekend was nice.
Thursday equaled hotness. Anna came and visited me. I went to Ybor Central with Anna, Orgi, Kaitlyn, Baby Jerm, and the Carny's. That night Anna and
Kaitlyn spent the night. We had lots of girl talk.
Friday equaled... faggotness. Lol. Anna and I took the bus to the Citrus Park mall. The bus ride was, quite amusing. We noticed that during the two times
we have taken a bus, schizo, crazy, rapist guys are always there and they stare at you and lick their nasty herpified lips and say "Mamasita" at you while
they sing Mexican hymms. ... Anyways, we met Megan there, Anna's beautiful girlfriend. The night didn't end so nicely.
Saturday, I had a fabulous time because me Anna, Kaitlyn, Orgi, and Joey are fabulous and we all went to Rocky then slept over Orgi's place.
I love the bondage... I mean, I love the bond me Anna and Orgi have. I just cherish the little things like when Orgy hugs me out of no where, or when Anna
gets upset because I don't talk to her as much. Saturday morning, she came over, and I was melancholy, her there, made me smile. Even if it wasn't showing
outside. Eww, I love them.
And I love it.
And "Mannequin";
I don't think she knows how much I want to see her.
Thanks.
Bye.
Yours Truly,
Vodka
<3
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