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Jul 24, 2004 20:25

Today was picture perfect. I couldn't have asked for a more breathtaking day. I just felt so alive. Don't get me wrong...

I am alive every day. But today I lived. It's like the sunshine filled my pores and my skin glowed with happiness.

In a non-sweaty way.

When I can truly joke about the thing that hurts me most, then I know that maybe I have won. Maybe I have overcome the past, and a mistake you once made. Maybe I have finally become stronger than a memory that pulls at my heartstrings. I win, you stupid, skanky slut. Yeah, you were something different, you degenerate bitch, I'll give you that. You were a change. But you weren't what he wanted in his heart. And thank God we realized that together. And I hope you cry, knowing that you got rejected. Because I cried knowing I did. Actually, I hope a bus hits you, because then I don't have to worry about running into you in the mall, and ripping every last one of your hairs out of your dirty skull. And I would do it, and I would laugh when I was all done, and the blood dripped down your face.

Anyways, enough about how I really feel.

Today was perfect.
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