So give me the rythm and it'll be off with their clothes

Jul 01, 2004 10:12


  *Whispers* Watch this

Me and Dan were supposed to go out for our anniversary yesterday, but I kind of bailed on him because I didn't feel like it..so I guess we're going out to today instead. I'm not sure what I did to deserve this boy, but (as naive as this may sound) he is the love of my life. Seriously, no matter what happens...I will never forget him. He is my first love. And an amazing one at that. He gave me the most adorable pink necklace yesterday. It's on a black band and it has all these charms on it..it's so cute, and looks just like something I would pick out myself. I was excited!

Anyways, so much drama going on with my gurls lately. I feel bad, but it's not anything I can fix, it has nothing to do with me, and I'm set apart from it because I don't like any of the people involved, well except katie and alicia of course.

Just when I thought I said all that I can say...

Dan saw pictures of me from 8th grade at Amanda's graduation party. I was like, gee thanks amanda. Couldn't you have burned those? So after her party, we went to his house, and were just laying down watching tv, and out of nowhere, he's like "how did you get so thin?" So being that I'm not thin, and the question was completely random, I'm like "huh?" So he says it again. Then it clicked, that he must have been referring to the evil fat period of my life. And I just like curled up in the fetal position. No, no, no. No current boyfriend of mine should have had to endure those pictures of my disgusting fat self with the ugliest hairstyle ever and the clothes..oh man..the clothes. But anyways, I got that out of my system, I cried and pouted a little, and realized, "hey, that's not me anymore. I'm much better then that now, that was just a phase." More like a deep depression, but hey, you know what I mean.

*I'm twisted cause one side of me is telling me that I need to move on*

I'm getting lunch with katie and alicia in a few minutes...so I suppose I should go get ready.

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