i can't seem to face the truth, and i really don't know what to do
i'm home on a saturday night.
aaah, finally. i almost forgot how this feels - feeling satisfied at all the work i've accomplished even with a really crazy time the night before, feeling all cold and snuggling underneath the comforter while i have my laptop propped on my knees while i stalk people on facebook and listen to good music. haha.
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lately, i've been having too much of a good thing. a really really good, thing. and it's driving me insane. it's harder than usual to concentrate, and everything's just more intense now which makes it so much harder to be just cool about it.
waah. i know how all this is gonna end, but that doesn't mean i can't enjoy the trip going there. so yeah. for now, i'll focus on breathing normally.
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my first insane act of 2009 (i think): today i wore pajamas and walked around UST.
jane and i brought joy to UST for her UST Med exam thing. haha. jane was in even flimsier pajama bottoms, i think. it felt kind of good actually, to let everything hang loose and just be. who said people couldn't wear sleepwear to bring friends to their UST Med application exam thingies and to buy breakfast? haha.
at least i think only 4 people i know saw me. so that's a good thing. at least hindi kami ikinahiya ni joy and gerard. at least enough to have still been able to walk with us.
oh, and i noticed that even at 7 in the morning, people in UST are P-E-R-K-Y. i mean, why?! and they have our version of CWTS, for crying out loud. who gets perky over that? tsk tsk. i didn't even see anyone who looked sleepy still, or pissed to be there at such an early hour.
and we were almost run over by this bus. it was horrible. i can't imagine being in the news as 1/2 of the duo of girls in their sleepwear run over by a bus full of perky thomasians.
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i spent the night with some of my favorite girls - dianne, poi (+miks), macris, camille, joy, jane, and pot. i miss them already.
it was tons of fun, as can be expected. FOOOOOOD. but i especially enjoyed playing les loups-garous de thiercelieux, which is a very anti-grepa, anti-sca version of mafia. loooove it. haha.i suck at it, 'cause i'm a really bad liar, but what the heck. =D
and the wedding videos!!! ugh. they're toxic. they made me want to get married at fernbrook and have the wind blow through my billowy gown and have a crazy first dance (like soulja boy, or hiphop abs), wear sneakers and be goofy all throughout an otherwise serious affair. and have fireworks. waaaaz. nooooooooooo. my idea of a no frills, let's get this over and done with affair = gone in 3.14 minutes.
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SPOILERS AHEAD
1. in the next ep of grey's, meredith will be seen with a ponytail that makes her look like a starved poodle. wth. and this is when she meets mcdreamy's mom. eeech.
2. ep 11 was hmmm. eric stoltz freaks me out. he's no hannibal lecter, but still.
3. "a quickie? a quickie will make me feel better" - meredith to derek, naked (presumably) on the bed scene
"get your ass over here, i'm not doing this by myself" - derek to meredith, living room scene
such inspired writing. haha.
4. winner ang dancing scene ni mcdreamy. it's so, wheeeeee! for lack of a better word. =)
5. i wish christina and meredith would un-FO themselves. i mean, c'mon, this is meredith and christina! seriously. even with mcdreamy being all dreeamy and haaay, i still can't get ovet the fact that they'r e not friends right now.
accck. they're not even real people. and for that i shall stop and move on.
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wrapping up this particularly nice day i had was sir martin giving me the link to wheeeee david archuleta photos. enjoying it now! i love david cook, but i have to say i'm still on team archie. =)
i love his album. my favorites are crush, a little too not over you, and you can.
which brings me to - songs i'm listening to right now:
aaah, finally. i almost forgot how this feels - feeling satisfied at all the work i've accomplished even with a really crazy time the night before, feeling all cold and snuggling underneath the comforter while i have my laptop propped on my knees while i stalk people on facebook and listen to good music. haha.
+++++
lately, i've been having too much of a good thing. a really really good, thing. and it's driving me insane. it's harder than usual to concentrate, and everything's just more intense now which makes it so much harder to be just cool about it.
waah. i know how all this is gonna end, but that doesn't mean i can't enjoy the trip going there. so yeah. for now, i'll focus on breathing normally.
+++++
my first insane act of 2009 (i think): today i wore pajamas and walked around UST.
jane and i brought joy to UST for her UST Med exam thing. haha. jane was in even flimsier pajama bottoms, i think. it felt kind of good actually, to let everything hang loose and just be. who said people couldn't wear sleepwear to bring friends to their UST Med application exam thingies and to buy breakfast? haha.
at least i think only 4 people i know saw me. so that's a good thing. at least hindi kami ikinahiya ni joy and gerard. at least enough to have still been able to walk with us.
oh, and i noticed that even at 7 in the morning, people in UST are P-E-R-K-Y. i mean, why?! and they have our version of CWTS, for crying out loud. who gets perky over that? tsk tsk. i didn't even see anyone who looked sleepy still, or pissed to be there at such an early hour.
and we were almost run over by this bus. it was horrible. i can't imagine being in the news as 1/2 of the duo of girls in their sleepwear run over by a bus full of perky thomasians.
+++++
i spent the night with some of my favorite girls - dianne, poi (+miks), macris, camille, joy, jane, and pot. i miss them already.
it was tons of fun, as can be expected. FOOOOOOD. but i especially enjoyed playing les loups-garous de thiercelieux, which is a very anti-grepa, anti-sca version of mafia. loooove it. haha.i suck at it, 'cause i'm a really bad liar, but what the heck. =D
and the wedding videos!!! ugh. they're toxic. they made me want to get married at fernbrook and have the wind blow through my billowy gown and have a crazy first dance (like soulja boy, or hiphop abs), wear sneakers and be goofy all throughout an otherwise serious affair. and have fireworks. waaaaz. nooooooooooo. my idea of a no frills, let's get this over and done with affair = gone in 3.14 minutes.
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SPOILERS AHEAD
1. in the next ep of grey's, meredith will be seen with a ponytail that makes her look like a starved poodle. wth. and this is when she meets mcdreamy's mom. eeech.
2. ep 11 was hmmm. eric stoltz freaks me out. he's no hannibal lecter, but still.
3. "a quickie? a quickie will make me feel better" - meredith to derek, naked (presumably) on the bed scene
"get your ass over here, i'm not doing this by myself" - derek to meredith, living room scene
such inspired writing. haha.
4. winner ang dancing scene ni mcdreamy. it's so, wheeeeee! for lack of a better word. =)
5. i wish christina and meredith would un-FO themselves. i mean, c'mon, this is meredith and christina! seriously. even with mcdreamy being all dreeamy and haaay, i still can't get ovet the fact that they'r e not friends right now.
accck. they're not even real people. and for that i shall stop and move on.
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wrapping up this particularly nice day i had was sir martin giving me the link to wheeeee david archuleta photos. enjoying it now! i love david cook, but i have to say i'm still on team archie. =)
i love his album. my favorites are crush, a little too not over you, and you can.
which brings me to - songs i'm listening to right now:
- northern downpour by panic at the disco
- fell in love without you (acoustic) by motion city soundtrack
- built to last by melee (i got this from the cool but still awwww wedding video. argh)
- retrace by anberlin (hi jonathan!)
- a little too not over you by david archuleta