Jun 01, 2004 18:00
i hate being embarrassed. i think it's the one state that i almost can't take.
i keep learning more about my behavior this past saturday evening.... apparently i sung at somebody else's band practice.... then passed out i guess, but not before i fell onto the drums... jeezus
i would be so pissed if somebody did that at our practice... i'm such an ass.
it was funny though cause i walked in to timothy's house and napkin was like "rock on" and i was like "hmm... does he just greet people that way?" then i realized on yeah they're watching school of rock, that's why he said it... now i'm guessing he said it because of my impromptu performance the other night.
i'm so embarrassed... who knows what kind of crazizoid songs i was singing... good lord.
so now i guess this means that i have to stop smoking AND drinking since i can't use those pills to quit if i drink... grrrrrr.
i think probably alot of people walk around being way too ashamed of themselves and thier behavior.