Jul 23, 2006 02:17
I'm moving on.
She is my best friend in the entire world. He's my best friend. It's going to stay that way. These feelings--they will go away in time.
I'm not losing her or him over how I feel, because it isn't all about me.
It hurt at first. It really hurt. But I am moving on.
I'm a strong one. I'll get through this. :)
my 2 best friends...mean the world to me. They don't mean it; it isn't their fault I can't find a guy here. I feel like I kind of brought the blame down on them the entry before last, and I shouldn't have. I was just really upset. Sometimes, I do tend to feel left out because it's like they have their own boyfriends and I'm just kind of...Liz. But, that's ok. I am Liz.
Independant. It feels nice.
Jordan, I just want you to know--you have been great, and I love you with all of my heart.<3
and Bri, if you even read this, I just want you to know that I miss you. I've tried to call atleast once a week to see how you're doing and you never answer, I leave voicemails--whatever. I give up. I do miss you.