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I leave for Honduras in 4 hours.
I am just a little nervous. But only a LITTLE. I am mostly excited. Very, very excited.
I really need you guys to pray though. Please. Pray for me and the rest of the mission team. I really want to make an impact on this country, and I do believe that with your prayers and God's help, we CAN do that. :)
So, life is good! Adam is wonderful. He treats me very good. However, I'm not really sure this long distance thing is going to work out. =/ It's just that I never get to see him. I mean, is the pleasure really worth all of the pain? I'm just miserable because I miss him so much. However, I am kind of scared to break it off with him, if I decide to do that, because he is constantly telling me how much he likes me and how much he misses me and how he has never met a girl like me...things like that. It's so sweet and flattering, and I really do feel the same way about him. It's just that we are so young; to young to have a long-distance relationship, I think. I am just constantly missing him, and when I go out and I see couples together it just makes me miss him even more. I really don't know what to do...
So, I guess I should go try and get some sleep before I leave. Pssh, who am I kidding? I never sleep. Well, I will have my phone on all night, guys, so feel free to text me or call, if you wanna talk to me before I leave, because God knows if I even attempt to take my phone to Honduras, it would be some heavy-duty roaming and probably no service since I will be in the mountains. So, call tonight if you wanna. :) I love you guys very much, and I'll see you next Friday!!
I am just a little nervous. But only a LITTLE. I am mostly excited. Very, very excited.
I really need you guys to pray though. Please. Pray for me and the rest of the mission team. I really want to make an impact on this country, and I do believe that with your prayers and God's help, we CAN do that. :)
So, life is good! Adam is wonderful. He treats me very good. However, I'm not really sure this long distance thing is going to work out. =/ It's just that I never get to see him. I mean, is the pleasure really worth all of the pain? I'm just miserable because I miss him so much. However, I am kind of scared to break it off with him, if I decide to do that, because he is constantly telling me how much he likes me and how much he misses me and how he has never met a girl like me...things like that. It's so sweet and flattering, and I really do feel the same way about him. It's just that we are so young; to young to have a long-distance relationship, I think. I am just constantly missing him, and when I go out and I see couples together it just makes me miss him even more. I really don't know what to do...
So, I guess I should go try and get some sleep before I leave. Pssh, who am I kidding? I never sleep. Well, I will have my phone on all night, guys, so feel free to text me or call, if you wanna talk to me before I leave, because God knows if I even attempt to take my phone to Honduras, it would be some heavy-duty roaming and probably no service since I will be in the mountains. So, call tonight if you wanna. :) I love you guys very much, and I'll see you next Friday!!