Failure
Those who know me fairly well but not very closely would be surprised how poorly I deal with failure. Probably it's also a reflection of the fact that there are very few instances in which I have made a genuine effort with conviction in my own hard work and then ended up in failure.
I reckon that this realisation should make me feel lucky, rather than bitter, as I feel now about the competition where we represented our school to our best efforts only to say submissions of sub-par quality beat us, because of a poor combination of bad luck and bad planning on behalf of the organisers. Anywho, many updates are needed on this blog before any of this makes sense so I'll be back with more...at some point soon.