Shoujo Manga's Are The Devil
Its 4:00 in the morning & again I can't sleep a wink. It's not like I try - I lay my head down to sleep but it just won't come. I just have way to much on my mind right now. With family matters, trying to find a job & trying to get his damn guy out of my head. Its already been a year, but when someone calls you up unexpectedly (and you haven't heard his voice in forever) those thoughts just sink back to you. Those days you smiled, those days you held each other into the night, the days where he protected you, the days of pure bliss & the day that ended it all. I know its not good to dwell on a romance that will never be, and he made sure to let me know it however can't I just have a bit of hope?
Or should I just wait till that someone comes and frees me of them.
I do go see him every once in awhile, but it always ends up the same way. Why should I put my heart through this? He the first person I ever loved, the only person I ever loved. He was perfect, the only guy I couldn't get annoyed with - the one that I thought I would be with forever..
Romance should be left to the novels.
I really need to stop reading Shoujo Mangas.... -hmph-
ANYWAYS :D I GET TO SEE MY SISTER FOR THE FIRST TIME ON SATURDAY DOING HER
COLOR GUARD THING. I'll be so embarrassing her. Pft, its my job as a elder sister.
Or should I just wait till that someone comes and frees me of them.
I do go see him every once in awhile, but it always ends up the same way. Why should I put my heart through this? He the first person I ever loved, the only person I ever loved. He was perfect, the only guy I couldn't get annoyed with - the one that I thought I would be with forever..
Romance should be left to the novels.
I really need to stop reading Shoujo Mangas.... -hmph-
ANYWAYS :D I GET TO SEE MY SISTER FOR THE FIRST TIME ON SATURDAY DOING HER
COLOR GUARD THING. I'll be so embarrassing her. Pft, its my job as a elder sister.