accidental video -> text; sunday morning

Dec 17, 2011 23:52

[The video clicks on softly, with little static or feedback normally associated with angels. It's broadcasting from a rooftop, pointing off-kilter slightly to take in the panorama of Adstringéndum's horizon in the early light of dawn. The sky is striped and bright, the sun only just peeking over the distant horizon to paint the city and Wastes with ( Read more... )

so many feelings, so sudden and new

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[Text--Private] wingsandwill December 18 2011, 07:12:48 UTC
[Yeah, he saw that light, and the coughing itself. It takes him a while to decide to comment, but eventually does so.]

Why are you asking?

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[Text--Private] expunger December 18 2011, 07:15:21 UTC
Because I am going to die. Humans own that area of expertise.

[Welp. It was his stupid Grace she "died" to retrieve, after all. She can tell him easily because she knows he doesn't care a whit, making the conversation much easier than Gabriel or Castiel... or anybody else who cares.]

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[Text--Private] wingsandwill December 18 2011, 07:25:51 UTC
[...Oh. He is vaguely tempted to say that he has more experience than most humans, but he doesn't.]

What is causing it?

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[Text--Private] expunger December 18 2011, 07:33:40 UTC
The same curse that temporarily killed me when Tom cast it.

Apparently it is their world's answer to the Colt. Nothing can survive it.

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[Text--Private] wingsandwill December 18 2011, 07:54:42 UTC
[Well, that's interesting news.]

You'll likely return.

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[Text--Private] expunger December 18 2011, 08:59:14 UTC
Nothing is certain.

[But she hopes. Desperately.]

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[Text--Private] wingsandwill December 18 2011, 09:17:55 UTC
Of course. Though you could also be returned home at any other time as well. This is no more likely to cause it.

[He's really not sure why he's bothering to tell her such things. If she disappeared, it should be a great relief, and her dying should be something of her getting a taste of her own medicine. But though he doesn't truly feel bad for her it doesn't really feel like justice either, for some reason. He doesn't understand.]

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[private: text --> video] expunger December 18 2011, 11:36:39 UTC
[She's not really sure why either, truth be told. His flash of what appears at first to be kindness is nothing less than confusing, and the same applies to his keen perception of the "it" that's truly frightening her.

Raphael does not understand it, but she can recognize progress- as can any good general. For it, she switches over to video; the first person to be freely shown her face. It looks exhausted, unhealthily weak, and dimmed- in a normal person, that would be sadness. The only time she's willingly exposed to him her weakness.]

My time was my own death. Do not present me with lies.

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[private: text --> video] wingsandwill December 18 2011, 21:01:26 UTC
[He watches her flips the feed over, taking in her appearance, reminded briefly of Anna when she'd been dying here only much worse. It's strange to see on Raphael, and he wonders why she turned the feed to video, though he doesn't ask.

He almost remains on text, still uncomfortable speaking to her face to face, be he too can recognize progress. Eventually, he decides to go ahead and change his as well; he looks tired, as usual, and a little pale and weak from his fever, but clearly not that worse for the wear.]

That's not what I meant. I meant that at any moment, even in this conversation, one of us could be returned to our world. Upon death here is no more likely a time for that to occur than any other.

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[private permavideo] expunger December 20 2011, 19:59:13 UTC
[The part of her that's still the Angel of Healing knows without asking that he's only passingly sick, not that she would have commented anyway.]

Death here may not be what it should, but it is still a more likely time than any other specific time to vanish without returning.

And what of price?

[She pauses, a little uncomfortable with herself. She normally makes statements, demands, proclamations. Not baldly asking questions, especially not of him.]

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[private permavideo] wingsandwill December 20 2011, 20:24:07 UTC
In specific, that is true.

[He's quiet at the question, pausing for a moment while he decides how--and whether--to answer. He's still not certain why he feels like he should respond, why he feels like he should try to help, but he does anyway.]

It can be something of great import, or something deceptively minor. An item, a memory, an attribute. Anything.

More than what it is, the issue is whether it is worth losing it in favor of returning.

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expunger December 20 2011, 21:42:29 UTC
I know what they are, Castiel.

Surely you've considered Rachel Berry. [Staring him down as intently as if this now-insignificant, meaningless little ant has the power to give her answers. Almost daring him to disagree with her.] No measure of life...

[-is worth it. Could ever be worth it.]

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wingsandwill December 20 2011, 22:01:00 UTC
Then why did you ask?

[At that stare, he lifts his chin slightly, staring back evenly at her. She can look at him however she wants; he doesn't care.]

What of her?

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expunger December 20 2011, 22:03:52 UTC
[She returns his stare, strangely more comfortable with the deadpan calmness than anything so human as hesitation or visible consideration.]

Do you know her price?

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wingsandwill December 20 2011, 23:19:37 UTC
I do not.

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expunger December 20 2011, 23:22:49 UTC
Her memories of her mother.

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