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Sup guys? How's life? Yeah, mine's....well...grrrr.
Work has been sucking ass. We have hardly any parties...I mean really. And it's the summer....all of the old seniors will most likely be leaving come fall. And what did they do? They hired 3 more seniors that are leaving in the fall!!! Why?! We hardly get any hours and they brought in 3 more needless people so that everyone gets 1 shift a week, 2 if you're extremely lucky....what the fuck?! How am I supposed to make $326 car payment, $70 cell payment, and have enough money for college?! For crying out loud I had to pay my last car payment with savings! Savings!
So I've been looking for a second job. And I had gotten an interview at Levi's in GVM. But when I got there, they told me that I would have to work weekends. I don't want to work weekends...I work weekends at PIU....that's the only shifts that I'm guaranteed! And I had a second interview scheduled for today, but I felt like I was wasting their time because I was just gonna tell them no. So Adam called in to them that I wouldn't be coming. He called because I absolutely hate having to tell people no and disapooint them. And they told him that I had to call and tell them that. So I did, and I was all stressed over it. But whatever. I was looking for a second job and they gotta understand that.
And I was online and found that a preschool/care service is looking for afterschool peoples. So I'm gonna run down there tomorrow and grab an application. You never know.
In other news, went swimming with Heather today. It was fun and relaxing, but my abs hurt now, if you can even call that pouch abs. In a way, I'm coming to terms with the fact that I now have a belly because eventually it will get bigger from being pregnant. It's just upsetting that after 7 years of being one size I have to suddenly go up one to make things comfortable. But I guess Heather is right, there's not really a reason to freak until I hit double digits. Then there's every reason to freak. I just wonder how both of us are gonna be when we are prego. Geez. And it'll be even worse if we are prego together....well, fun for us, hell for our men....hahha.
I just wish I could stop stressing. It's causing me to be sick and depressed, and now my neck and shoulder has been acting up with knots and all that. And it's the bad shoulder, the one that tends to dislocate itself. That's the last thing I need right now. But I start a class in like 2 weeks....PE class....what the hell was I thinking in this TX heat?! But at least it'll be outta the way and I won't have to do it again. And most of it's online, I just have to go to Denton for labs.
But next fall will be nice. Wish it was here now.
Work has been sucking ass. We have hardly any parties...I mean really. And it's the summer....all of the old seniors will most likely be leaving come fall. And what did they do? They hired 3 more seniors that are leaving in the fall!!! Why?! We hardly get any hours and they brought in 3 more needless people so that everyone gets 1 shift a week, 2 if you're extremely lucky....what the fuck?! How am I supposed to make $326 car payment, $70 cell payment, and have enough money for college?! For crying out loud I had to pay my last car payment with savings! Savings!
So I've been looking for a second job. And I had gotten an interview at Levi's in GVM. But when I got there, they told me that I would have to work weekends. I don't want to work weekends...I work weekends at PIU....that's the only shifts that I'm guaranteed! And I had a second interview scheduled for today, but I felt like I was wasting their time because I was just gonna tell them no. So Adam called in to them that I wouldn't be coming. He called because I absolutely hate having to tell people no and disapooint them. And they told him that I had to call and tell them that. So I did, and I was all stressed over it. But whatever. I was looking for a second job and they gotta understand that.
And I was online and found that a preschool/care service is looking for afterschool peoples. So I'm gonna run down there tomorrow and grab an application. You never know.
In other news, went swimming with Heather today. It was fun and relaxing, but my abs hurt now, if you can even call that pouch abs. In a way, I'm coming to terms with the fact that I now have a belly because eventually it will get bigger from being pregnant. It's just upsetting that after 7 years of being one size I have to suddenly go up one to make things comfortable. But I guess Heather is right, there's not really a reason to freak until I hit double digits. Then there's every reason to freak. I just wonder how both of us are gonna be when we are prego. Geez. And it'll be even worse if we are prego together....well, fun for us, hell for our men....hahha.
I just wish I could stop stressing. It's causing me to be sick and depressed, and now my neck and shoulder has been acting up with knots and all that. And it's the bad shoulder, the one that tends to dislocate itself. That's the last thing I need right now. But I start a class in like 2 weeks....PE class....what the hell was I thinking in this TX heat?! But at least it'll be outta the way and I won't have to do it again. And most of it's online, I just have to go to Denton for labs.
But next fall will be nice. Wish it was here now.