Blargh
I'm going to do something new starting today...see I have a bit of ADD (not professionally determined mind you, but I can tell that it's there) and I like to test myself, like for my classes I have notebooks that the paper have pictures on and I sit there "Pay attention....pay attention...OOO! I wanna draw!" It's fun. But I tend to stop thinking about the lecture and go off on different ideas, while still writing the notes for the class. Well, I'm gonna start making a note of the different things that come to my mind during the day and then expanding on them. Maybe that will help me to focus. So here we go...
Brandon's smell
I miss Brandon...haha...it's been what, since Sat? I'm pathetic. But anyway, I really miss his smell. It's hard to describe but whenever he holds me he just smells so good and then his smell stays on me for a while. So my clothes smell like Brandon, and when I get home I've got them thrown all over my room and now my room smells like him. It's nice.
Profound idea of the day
Don't complain about something if you have no intention of doing something about it.
Dating? What's that mean?
Brandon's a once-a-week kinda guy. Sorta a shock to the system. After 4 years of HS where I got to see the guy I was with everyday, on to Aaron where I live with him on the weekends, I'm starting to think that my idea of dating is a little off. When I met Brandon, JP (my best friend and Brandon's old suitemate) told me that he never saw him because he was always with his girlfriend, so I figured it would be like that with us. But with what happened between him and her, it's understandable that he woudl rather takes things slow. I just gotta get use to it and try to calm down.
To Cabaret or not to Cabaret
Since Monday when JP, Ellen, and I walked around the Square, everywhere I go in Denton I see posters about auditions for Cabaret. They are on Monday and you have to have a song and sheet music for that key. But I don't read sheet music, I sing by ear. So that's problem number one. Then there's the whole I haven't done anything like that since before graduation..almost a year now. And even when I was involved in it, I was always chorus. So I don't know if I want to tryout or not...I just can't decide...I think it would be fun and the dates are in April so it doesn't go against anything, but I just can't decide what I want to do.
Alright, that was a long entry. I'm tired now.