long and meaningful
this weekend was both good and bad, couldve been better on friday night but hey, walks are cool
saturday night, was...interesting, off roading is cool, so is rain..and ya..
i dont want a boy friend
i wouldnt mind meeting guys
& supposively the boys from moor park want to party it up :)
sooo im really NOT complaining because they are hot shit
im spacing out
i need to fix somethings
stick to my morals
know whats right and wrong yet still manage to have fun and only "celebrate" when its appropriate (party..kickback..bday ..etc)...and not just do it for the hell of it . you know what im talking about .
works going pretty well, peter is the biggest flirt
and ive noticed that ill flirt with a lot of guys even if i dont find them attractive...so that is a bad habit
theyve found pretty much every stash ive ever owned
my mom is really uneasy with me now, i know she knows things yet shes waiting for me to come out with them...
my dad is seriously disappointed in me but i know it could be a lot worse
i feel like there is a lot left unsaid & i hate that
i go to school and all i can think about is them and how much ive fucked up and how i wish i couldve turned back time. so you can say, yes, i do have regrets.
fav part.."MOVE!"..."rest assured that with a heart thats pure...we'll be victorious and not let our hate get the best of us"<- exactly.
i love this music, i want to .. dance :D
wow there is a lot on my mind and woo NO ONE TO TALK TO haha doesnt matter though, it makes me stronger in a way.
im finally sticking to a weight im dealing with, lets just say ive lost a few pounds, not like it makes a difference to anyone on this planet because i "look the same" and ya...eh, no i dont want your same old comments on how i look the same! thanks. i just want to know if im looking better or worse. because saying i look the same means i... am ... fat.to me.
yes im going to bring *him* up but it has to be said..jon is a complete lame ass. hes playing something with everyone he meets, yet hes a big complaining bitch once you get to know him. sure he has his talents, everyone does so theres nothing special about him. but in all honesty i am so glad thats over with.
you just get hurt in the end love is dangerous. you know it.
whats with these 19 year olds...GROW UP for fucking sake.
relationships suck because youre always giving up your morals to comply. (this is so true once youve been through it, understood it and have looked at it from afar)
so good luck and cheers to finding myself :)
saturday night, was...interesting, off roading is cool, so is rain..and ya..
i dont want a boy friend
i wouldnt mind meeting guys
& supposively the boys from moor park want to party it up :)
sooo im really NOT complaining because they are hot shit
im spacing out
i need to fix somethings
stick to my morals
know whats right and wrong yet still manage to have fun and only "celebrate" when its appropriate (party..kickback..bday ..etc)...and not just do it for the hell of it . you know what im talking about .
works going pretty well, peter is the biggest flirt
and ive noticed that ill flirt with a lot of guys even if i dont find them attractive...so that is a bad habit
theyve found pretty much every stash ive ever owned
my mom is really uneasy with me now, i know she knows things yet shes waiting for me to come out with them...
my dad is seriously disappointed in me but i know it could be a lot worse
i feel like there is a lot left unsaid & i hate that
i go to school and all i can think about is them and how much ive fucked up and how i wish i couldve turned back time. so you can say, yes, i do have regrets.
fav part.."MOVE!"..."rest assured that with a heart thats pure...we'll be victorious and not let our hate get the best of us"<- exactly.
i love this music, i want to .. dance :D
wow there is a lot on my mind and woo NO ONE TO TALK TO haha doesnt matter though, it makes me stronger in a way.
im finally sticking to a weight im dealing with, lets just say ive lost a few pounds, not like it makes a difference to anyone on this planet because i "look the same" and ya...eh, no i dont want your same old comments on how i look the same! thanks. i just want to know if im looking better or worse. because saying i look the same means i... am ... fat.to me.
yes im going to bring *him* up but it has to be said..jon is a complete lame ass. hes playing something with everyone he meets, yet hes a big complaining bitch once you get to know him. sure he has his talents, everyone does so theres nothing special about him. but in all honesty i am so glad thats over with.
you just get hurt in the end love is dangerous. you know it.
whats with these 19 year olds...GROW UP for fucking sake.
relationships suck because youre always giving up your morals to comply. (this is so true once youve been through it, understood it and have looked at it from afar)
so good luck and cheers to finding myself :)