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This is rediculous. You shouldn't be this upset over one person. I was always the girl to say, well if he doesn't care about why should I care about him? But, that's not working this time, I really wish it would. I'm sick od being upset, I'm sick of being sad, I'm sick of crying. I'm sick of having feelings for somebody who obviously doesn't give a shit about me. I'm sick of wondering. I'm just sick and tired of it all. I don't want to deal with this anymore.. but it won't go away. Just make it go away.. somebody make it go away. Make the memories go away. Make the feelings go away.