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i'm living off of caffiene and kisses. i don't drink coffee, it's pop, sarah will laugh because technically it's 'soda.' i'm living off of tunes with melodies, i'm living off laughter. i'm living off friendships and notes torn out of notebooks. i'm seeing my world, the one i live in, at the best angle boys and girls. i'm telling you, you don't need to look far, OUR WORLDS IT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF US. can't you feel it, i can feel it, do you want to feel it, how can you not feel it? I don't understand why you are not happy. I do not understand why you weep and I do not understand why you do this to yourself and yet, when you tell me you want to be happy, your lying to yourself and i. you live off of it, your headed in the wrong direction, I'VE TRIED SAVING YOU, BUT I, I AM NOT A SAVIOR. can't you hold on? can't you hold on? you tell me NO THANKS, but that is a lie. you are not thankful. YOU DWELL IN YOUR INSIDES, YOU SWIM IN YOUR SELF PITTY, YOU SMILE WITH YOUR FROWNS. i do not know how to handle this nonsense. i am thinking stacato thoughts and everything is jumpy and should be ending in exlamation points. bet you don't know anyone else that would spell out exlamation points. i still remember when jordan hosler said i was "one of a kind" on the church sidewalk, once. i wear dinosaur mood rings and i'm not even crazed about dino's, that's thomas and jessica's jobs. full time, part time, it's all there anyways. I'M LIVING OFF OF MOTIVATION. that motivation is one of a kind, too. I don't do my homework, I don't make it to class on time. I have my priorities straight. I am going to do whatever it is that makes my face smile, i'm going to accomplish the things I choose. I'm done living off of you. NOW GET OFF OF ME, WORLD! make yourself better, world. you can do it.
this is an all justification written to you.