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i've decided that when the time comes, i'm going to let go of your hand. just gently enough that i'll always be in the back of your mind, but casually enough, that you'll know it's just that time. and as the days go by, your inbox will fill up. it'll almost be like nothing has changed and i'll sign it sincerely, i love you. once in awhile, you'll get a puzzle in the mail and you'll put it together like you did that one time, right on the kitchen table and there i'll be. i'll be in your heart forever, even when i'm not in your life anymore. slowly, the phone calls will be less frequent and you won't have the time to return the texts on my cell. and that'll be okay because you arn't mine anymore. everything left on a good note, your always on my mind. everythings left on a good note, because you were always mine. everythings left on a good note because when i said, lets know eachother forever. i meant it. even when we're not communicating, your living through my words. you'll be my smiling story, the one that never ended. because we won't ever end.

this i promise you. i promise you forever. even when there is everything inbetween us and there is hardly an us. your in my soul. i won't let you go.