Dec 07, 2004 09:30
Its funny...
how towards the end of high school everyone promised not to change and to always be there for one another
how everyone acts like everything is fine and dandy but know deep down in side that everyone is slipping away
how i would do it for u why not u for me
im tired of callin and being the only one looking for my friends
Im sorry im not your best interest right now but a simple phone call doesnt take much
how i look at pictures and recall all the memories that each and every one of us has had with one another
how i realize that friends dont really last forever (unless u really try hard enough to do so)
how i hurts to know these things how it bothers me but it bothers me more that im giving up
i cant make someone want to go out or call all i can do is suggest what happens happens.
Doing the 12 grade i realized that most of it was bullshit and i understand that this is the real world now and we are all doing our own things trying to get up in the world but it hurts its disturbing to know that we are growing a part and soon wont even talk, I am being real
Everyone is sweeping it under the rug and not addressing it but here i am once again addressing the shit that no one wishes to talk about
it funny ... no it isnt is a shame!!!
Just remember that all of you have made me a better person because i have learned from everyone of you. i have memories that i will never forget (well hopefully b/c in psychology we are learning about memory and boy is memory crazy)i love all of you for many different reasons n when in need i will be here