Unplanned.
An unplanned pregnancy.
That's what it feels like now.
The irony. I don't want kids. I don't want commitment. I don't want a relationship. I may be getting all these and more - soon if everything goes according to someone else's plan.
Well, they say you can never be really ready or prepared until it hits you right in the face. I wonder how my parents will take to the news.
And I also can't help wondering if God is trying to teach me lessons about love and selflessness. After all, the reasons why I stopped wanting the above is because I don't want to pour out myself to someone that will trample all over my heart again. But being cynical is not the way to go on forever.