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battle of the bands was pretty lame. but it was nice to see a few people espically evan ♥. after elyse and i went to harrisons house for a little bit, that was fun. it was raining like crazy. we drove by a street called bradley lane ♥, and then we almost died. elyse was going to buy us lots of goodies, but she lost her $20 :(. she still bought me gum though cause she is a sweetie pie. also, the guy at burger king yelled at her and told her he would take her license # , because she talked too loud ? what an idiot. i love how this isnt in order at all. i hate how we dont talk anymore. and i hate even more how one time we talekd about how fucking lame it is to only talk to people when you like them, and then you did it. rediculousssss. i hate that i care when i shouldnt. i hate how no one ever seems to care when i tell them anything. i hate how much i miss people, and how much idont miss others. i hate how i never spend time with the people i wish i did. i miss my mom. i love having nothing to do all day. i love how i get to paint my room at my moms house. i hate how i cant drive. i hate how i feel like iam bursting at the seams, like i need to let all of this out of me somehow - but i cant figure out how. oh gosh, ramblerambleramble. time to shut up?
tonight i hope to see some lovely faces that i havent seen in awhlie. it will do me some good <3
i think i might make this friends only, cause i dont like not knowing who is reading it. i dont know? ♥