[you] then thought it rather strange to see me smile- as I don't do too much smiling these days.

[explosions]

i'd make you something beautiful but knowing you, you'd never listen.

[i know]: i'm not good enough
[i want]: him to notice me
[i have]: too much free time
[i wish]: i was someone else
[i hate]: myself
[i miss]: everyone
[i fear]: everything
[i love]: too easily
[i ache]: in my heart
[i care]: too much
[i always]: wish i was somewhere else
[i dance]: like a chick with d.s.
[i cry]: too much
[i do not always]: take care of my needs before others
[i write]: crap
[i confuse]: myself
[i can usually be found]: at home, alone
[i need]: to get out of here
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: yes but i would only remove the bottoms of my pantlegs
[I see]: myself, and don't like what i see