"...and in this moment I am happy, happy"
I love that right this very instant I am satisfied. peaceful. everything is not all done. my apartment is still a little messy. and my to-do list is not vanquished.
but my dishes are put away. laundry is going and I am clean. I talked to people that I care about and I know that I am loved. I drank chai tea out of the new mug my sister gave me and my heart isn't racing today.
the kittens are gone. i think i must be the only person in the world whose blood pressure rose around baby cats. the facilitator of the cat rescue wants me to try an adult cat next week, so we'll see if that goes any better. i just didn't like when things with claws would leap on me out of nowhere or scratch everything in sight...etc.
i need the new carina round cd, but alas...je suis pauvre.
but my dishes are put away. laundry is going and I am clean. I talked to people that I care about and I know that I am loved. I drank chai tea out of the new mug my sister gave me and my heart isn't racing today.
the kittens are gone. i think i must be the only person in the world whose blood pressure rose around baby cats. the facilitator of the cat rescue wants me to try an adult cat next week, so we'll see if that goes any better. i just didn't like when things with claws would leap on me out of nowhere or scratch everything in sight...etc.
i need the new carina round cd, but alas...je suis pauvre.