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weekends full of Heidi and Mark make me happy. we rock.
Friday there was a ska show. I saw 1336 which was swell. and they thanked me in their CD. that made me smile.
Saturday we went to see Silent Hill. the story was cool. the acting was not.
"look at me...I'm on fire!"
today, Kaitlin, Amanda, Mark, and Heidi and I went to see Stick It. I liked it. I think I was the only one. I'm a massive dork and I'm ok with that.
in other news. I still suck at life. I can't just focus on what I need to accomplish right now. I need to do all of my art and photo work. I need to write a research paper and make a presentation for it. I need to figure out what's going on next semester. I need to get my shit together to go to Massachusetts. I need to get my shit together in general. but I can not stay focused on any of that. I am instead bent on whining and feeling sorry for myself and making up stupid fucking scenarios having to do with something that doesn't mean ANYTHING. it doesn't even really exist. it's nothing.
but here I am still.
don't leave me a comment telling me to quit being emo or I'll fucking impale you with barbed wire courtesy of a crazy burned up demon.
"hey, it's going to be ok."
Friday there was a ska show. I saw 1336 which was swell. and they thanked me in their CD. that made me smile.
Saturday we went to see Silent Hill. the story was cool. the acting was not.
"look at me...I'm on fire!"
today, Kaitlin, Amanda, Mark, and Heidi and I went to see Stick It. I liked it. I think I was the only one. I'm a massive dork and I'm ok with that.
in other news. I still suck at life. I can't just focus on what I need to accomplish right now. I need to do all of my art and photo work. I need to write a research paper and make a presentation for it. I need to figure out what's going on next semester. I need to get my shit together to go to Massachusetts. I need to get my shit together in general. but I can not stay focused on any of that. I am instead bent on whining and feeling sorry for myself and making up stupid fucking scenarios having to do with something that doesn't mean ANYTHING. it doesn't even really exist. it's nothing.
but here I am still.
don't leave me a comment telling me to quit being emo or I'll fucking impale you with barbed wire courtesy of a crazy burned up demon.
"hey, it's going to be ok."