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[explodingboy05]

Maybe I need to keep this journal, it is my life, my history. I can look back and see all the good times, bad times. All the times that I sounded so corny, or sad. Alot of the entries were the same, simply because I didn't know any other way of expressing what I felt. I'm not going to get rid of this

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[heartempty]

Andrew, we've had a blast in the past. I miss you like crazy. Gym's not the same without you and I was looking forward to it when it began because we hadn't hung out since summer. And we laughed at Bad Santa and goofed off. And now, I never see you because you never come to school and so much bad stuff has happened in your life. I feel horrible for you. I wish I could help you. I know how it is for your heart to hurt and I know how it feels to be walked on. Maybe not to the depths and the extent that you have experienced, but I understand to a point. And I just want you to be happy so bad. That's all I could possibly want for you. It's what you need the most I think. You always told me how you didn't think you could ever find anyone to make you happy in psychology and then came along maggie. That may work out still and it could be the end forever. But either way, there are others out there and there is a certain someone out there especially for you. You may have already found them, or you may be yet find them. I just hope that over the time you are searching that you are happy, carefree and with your friends that love and care about you. You're young, have a blast, smoke as much pot as you want, do as much crazy shit as you feel you need to. Get everything out of your system and maybe in time, when you're not looking for it, happiness will sneak upon you...the good kind and it will last forever. If you read this, know that I love you to death and I'm thinking about you. I wrote your number down and I plan to call you soon. I have my license now so maybe I'll come visit you soon. But just be strong and don't give up on the world or your friends. There are alot of people that give a damn. <333 Anytime you need to talk, call me. My number is in your phone.

[explodingboy05]

thanks dana, you always could make me feel better. I wish I was in gym so we could talk. I fucked that up, I'm sorry.