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i'm so uncertain of the future. There is a great possibilty that I will not be here in a month. I do not want to leave this life behind. I have close friends that I share so many experiences with. I can let stuff off my chest and it makes it so much easier. I am hoping that was you that left the comment on my last entry. I go to bed every night thinking of you. I can't help but read the old entries when we were together and having so much fun. I will use every bit of my power to make you realize we are meant to be together, why can't that be enough. I am so close to your family and I don't want to loose that. I have decided that they are my 2nd family but now they were taken away, and you were too. Come back to me, give me a reason to stay here.