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I always fuck things up. I am just not a good enough guy to keep anyone with me. All my god damn life I get left my dark family room crying myself to sleep. I miss that person next to me in bed wrapped in my arms. Kissing them bye in the morning. I always cry, guys aren't suppose to cry. My heart hurts so bad, it always gets stepped on. Maybe if they saw what they do to me that would realize how bad they hurt me.