Jan 16, 2005 02:10
I think tonight I am reliving every moment I spent with you.
Me being so excited when you came to see me at wilkey when corey and me played by ourselves...even in the rain and then we went to Huddle House to get something to eat.
I remember the first time I came to your house after you stayed the night at my house. We were scared to think what my parents would say so we hurried out. Me you and Brandon fell asleep on your bed watching the Goofy Movie.
Remember the 4th of July when we went to see the fire works and we didnt have a blanket so we got ate up by bugs.
We went camping out with your parents and Erica and Matt and we went into that underground cave and saw all those spider grasshopper things, I wasnt going to let them hurt you.
I remember watching you cry to that damn Evanescence song everytime it came on. I felt so bad because I wasn't good enough. Whenever you cried a piece of me left with you.
I'm so fucking mad at myself for getting mad at you sometimes. I care about you so much and I want to see your face. I call your cell phone and I get the same message over and over. Please call me sometime I want to talk to you.
You look so beautiful, inside and out.