Jan 01, 2005 16:50
Maggie I just want you to know that I'm thinking about you. I always think about you. I'm kinda sad right now, my feelings for you are just too strong. I took care of you last night when you weren't feeling good, thats why i didn't sleep any. I wanted to make sure you were going to be alright. It tears me up inside sometimes thinking we aren't together and i just break down sometimes like I am right now. I wish that I could make you happy and make everything that is wrong with you right. I'm not the best person in the world and sometimes I get mad when I am sad. After we got off the phone I just lost it and had to write this because I knew I was getting on your nerves. I just wonder sometimes if we will go back out and be together. I think we complete each other. I would give anything to see you right now and for you to tell me everything is going to be alright, I dream about it. My heart hurts so bad.