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no christmas for me this year. I don't care though, fuck everyone.
I am sick of alot of things, and i don't want to put myself through them anymore.
I am tired of feeling like i am nothing, fuck that shit, I fucking hate it.
Maybe my coughing is really a fatal disease that would take me away and let me live in darkness forever.....because it couldn't be worse than this house. I often tell myself that people are missing out alot when they get rid of me, because they are going to miss out on something special. That feeling is gone, I dont fucking care if I am special or not I just want the sun to set and the day to be over with.
I am sick of alot of things, and i don't want to put myself through them anymore.
I am tired of feeling like i am nothing, fuck that shit, I fucking hate it.
Maybe my coughing is really a fatal disease that would take me away and let me live in darkness forever.....because it couldn't be worse than this house. I often tell myself that people are missing out alot when they get rid of me, because they are going to miss out on something special. That feeling is gone, I dont fucking care if I am special or not I just want the sun to set and the day to be over with.